#soldaer

[heartshownarchived]

listen to ME - I never had a particularly strong opinion about lori one way or another but you make me adore you. you write her so strongly & really have given so much insight to her as a character. bless you for being on my dash, ok ?? <3

*     You  have  no  idea  how  much  that  means  to  me!     Seriously  whenever  I  have  someone  say  I’ve  either  changed  their  opinion  on  Lori  or  caused  them  to  develop  one  in  the  first  place  is  such  a  huge  compliment.     THANK  YOU  SO  MUCH !!!

[murios-archive]

❛ i know you mean well. ❜ nat or to anyone you can see interacting with my stevie ??

          ❛  don’t  do  that  ——  ❜    it’s the last refrain of an oft-heard song,  and natasha is not willing or worthy of its particular melody.  not today.    ❛  ——  don’t,  okay  ?   don’t  stand  there  trying  to  appeal  to  my  better  judgment,  or  searching  for  some  way  to  adjust  my  moral  compass.  ❜      this is her atonement,  and she doesn’t need  captain  america  to point out that she’s doing it  wrong  or try to turn her to some better path.  she’d chosen to follow this thread,  no matter how it unravels beneath her touch,  and she  will  see it through.   

           ❛   this  right  here  ?   ❜       a hand waves over the scene at her feet,  a magician teasing her most mysterious  trick.  no rabbit will be revealed from within this hat,  tonight,  only one whimpering man who hopes to hold onto his life with a vice-grip stronger than the control he’d had over his bladder.      ❛  this  doesn’t  concern  you.   ❜     no.  it doesn’t concern any of them  —  not the avengers,  not  shield,  not  her  friends.  this one is  personal,  and the last thing any of them need is to have their names splashed across the front page the way hers had been.   avenger or assassin!?   she’d been both,  and now she’s trying to be  neither.  but the past has a pesky way of poking her on the shoulder when she least expects it,  and there’s only one way to deal with it.    

           ❛    you’re  wrong,  steve.   i  don’t   mean  well  ——  not  today.    so  i  need  you  to  walk  away  from  this.   you  aren’t  going  to  stop  me,   and  you  don’t  need  to  be  complicit  in  it. ❜

MEMES  ( always accepting )  »  @soldaer

[spdysense-a]

          SKELETON  CITY   /   UNDEAD  DOMAIN.   buildings  rise  towards  molten  sky  like  empty  carcasses,  left  to  vultures  that  circle  not  from  above  but  below,  warning  rattle  in  lungs  devoid  of  breath  their  carrion  cry.

          he  is  a  lone  figure,  dancing  across  rooftops  that  yield  a  safer  path   —   suit  no  longer  worn,  interface  long  ago  drained  of  power,  impossible  to  charge.   it  lay  crumpled  at  the  bottom  of  backpack,  a  red  &  blue  reminder  of  time  past,  when  HEROES  meant  hope,  meant  an  ability  to  fight  for  change  instead  of  mere  survival.

          controlled  inhale  as  muscles  tense,  body  springing  with  gymnast’s  grace  to  grasp  at  ledge  above   –   UNNATURAL  FLUIDITY  betrays  man  as  other  despite  civilian  clothing,  ease  at  traversing  d.c  skyline  only  hindered  by  web  fluid’s  conservation,  dire  circumstances  an  exception  to  use.

          low  grunt  as  weight  is  pulled  upwards,  sudden  GRUMBLE  from  stomach  cause  for  pause   —   huff  of  laughter  escapes  on  exhale,  frame  coming  to  rest  upon  balcony’s  balustrade.   ❛   guess  now’s  as  good  a  time  as  any  for  a  quick  pit  stop             ❜   feet  swing  languidly  as  fingers  prise  open  backpack  revealing  contents,  coming  to  rest  upon  bag  of  potato  chips,  only  three  months  expired   —   soft  sigh,  wistful  reminiscence,   ❛              i  miss  pizza.   ❜ 

                                                   *  STARTER  :  @soldaer.

[sheoptimist-a]

“i’m always careful.”

protector / protectee starters / @soldaer / accepting.

A SIGH ESCAPES PARTED LIPS as steve’s words hang above them. she knows he’s careful but it doesn’t make the bitter taste on her tongue go away. ❝ well, i still worry. ❞ caroline replies in a whisper, teeth sinking into bottom lip as she stares at him. ❝ i try not to, but— ❞ she shrugs and sighs, knowing there’s nothing she can do or say to convince him to stay. ❝ go. ❞ caroline says, ❝ before i chain you to the foot of the bed or something. ❞ she tries to lighten up the mood but isn’t sure if it actually works.

[huntvelle]

what job do you think jo would have pursued if she'd not grown up aware of hunting?

jo, in general, is just a very proactive person. she always wants to be diving headfirst into action and accomplishing things, so i don’t see that being different if she hadn’t grown up around hunters and the supernatural. she’s the type of girl who was always curious, always asking questions, always wanting to know more and do more, so i could see her getting involved with something like law enforcement? a sort of police detective rather than a police officer. she’s always loved solving mysteries and helping people, so i could see her really enjoying that aspect of the law and police work. 

another alternative i could see is her being the type that migrates about the country depending on the season to help guide certain outdoorsy activities. like the people that spend their winters teaching people how to ski/snowboard and springs/summers whitewater rafting etc. adventure!!!

essentially i couldn’t see her doing anything that doesn’t excite her. be it piecing together history as a historian or the next ~indy jones~ type or finding an adrenaline rush in physical activity, she’d have to constantly be doing something new. routine bores her and it’s part of what drives her in canon to jump ship (the roadhouse) and start doing things on her own. she needs her independence and freedom so whatever jobs she would pursue in another life, so to speak, would definitely reflect that part of her. 

[unfamiliarties-a]

@soldaer liked for a starter !

❛       told you you’re in the wrong business, rogers.   ❜    the truth can be teasing and from the widow’s lips there was no doubt in that. despite her tone, she genuinely did worry about him. not everyone was cut out for this life, and others were born to it.

[spdysense-a]

❛  it’s all in the wrist.  ❜

          NOD  OF  ASSENT   /   ACCURACY  GUAGED.   ❛   yeah,  kinda               ❜   web  shooter  fires,  allowing  controlled  descent  from  perch  with  languid  swing   —   once  grounded,  steps  are  taken  towards  captain,  expressive  hand  gestures  punctuating  explanation, 

          ❛   wrist  movement  is  one  of  the  most  important  things,  sure   —   but  take  into  account  the  PHYSICS.   it’s  habitual  for  me  now  after  8  years,  but  in  the  beginning          let’s  just  say  i  was  close  to  being  a  squashed  bug  on  the  sidewalk  more  times  than  i’d  care  to  admit.   ❜ 

                          *  MEME  RESPONSE  :  @soldaer.   (   accepting   ).