this is just bullshit, those you thought are friends are now thinking of things about you which are not nice. what i feel right now is anger, I'm mad and i think that things wont be the same anymore, sorry i know that is say that the damage is done but its not too late to repair it but the damage you inflicted on me is unrepairable, you have crushed my existence for the last time and i wont ever ever let you do re-runs again. I hate you!!!! go to hell, fuck you!! DO NOT STAB ME BEHIND THE BACK!!!! IF YOU GOT SOME ISSUES ON ME,SAY IT STRAIGHT TO MY FACE NOT PUT CONNIVANCE ON WORK YOU ASSHOLE!! YOU ARE LIKE CONSPIRING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS AND ITS NOT VERY NICE THING TO DO!!!!!!!! DON'T DRAG MY NAME AROUND ON YOUR FUCKING GOSSIP!!!!!! IF YOU ARE BORED, DON'T USE MY NAME ON ANY ISSUES YOU BREW UP ON YOUR CRAZY MIND, I'M NOT FOR YOUR AMUSEMENT!!!!!!