Jan 8, 2025
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#....this house is not a home#feeling.....weird#...melancholy....#......3 weeks away from this place and i come back and it's as empty as i left it#...everything feels wrong#i feel like I'm making mistakes#i feel like some unknown force is going to find me#to punish me for my arrogance for daring to attempt happiness#something feels. wrong#...i don't... I don't know what#but something is Wrong#the kind of dread settling on my chest right now feels so heavy that it could crush atlas who held up the sky itself#something is WRONG something is wrong something is wrong wrong wrong#is it me? am i the problem?#did i do something? Anger something?#.....i don't know#.........i......#..........................something is wrong. i feel like I'm going to die