#something like recordkeeping

[alexi-of-carthanas]

NaNo 2020 update:

I at least broke 10k so far! I wasn’t sure how it would pan out in general tbh. I’ve been tired and dealing with medical issues and the world keeps setting itself on fire. (So does my autoimmune system, apparently). 

snippets soon, Perhaps

[stubborn-string-bones]

mad is the easy feeling i am feeling about social stuff right now (and angry is like, never an easy feeling. so. metrics and stuff)

the feeling i am feeling about having made too many connections to ghost* might honest to god be grief (which is fine and i obviously don’t have any feelings about that guess i need to feel my feelings about that)

the main feeling i am feeling right now is nausea, which is an emotion because i say so

but also i should probably eat, maybe apply the card game to the bees until that is over and my body has readjusted

(the lovingkindness thing yesterday didn’t punch me in the face because it used the word ‘i’ and it was too unreal/disconnected to have full effect)

(i can admit that the tired right now is connected to sad, i am tired of being tired, i am tired of being sad)

(* in a more terminal sense)

[alexi-of-carthanas]

NaNo Day 26: This is not a drill. This is the first time since 2010 I've won. I worked the bulk on my near and dear, The Only Talking Cat in Carthanas.

the official word count for Only Talking Cat is 59k right now and I expect to add a couple thousand more to complete the first draft. Then revision! I've had this novel concept for 5 ish years and this is the closest I am to putting a full draft on paper since its original, weird conception.

(The second concept that I’ve talked about before here has a total of 13.5k words. I will continue to work on that draft as I finalize Only Talking Cat in the next couple of years).

[images: Kit's NaNoWriMo novel profile at 50,066 words, reading WINNER.]