#sometimes lost

[avimia-hoshi]

To be honest sometimes me like a artist I feel very lost.. I feel always like beginner but im drawing some time but i very offen quite this because I felt no enough. My progress and my art style very offen change.. Sometimes I wanna draw anime style, sometimes semi realism. I enjoy drawing furry but also human or different things, I just cant focus on one thing for example furries T-T maybe someone feel the same, sometimes I feel I should know what kinda artist I am but I dont know (ó﹏ò｡)

[professionalmillennial-blog]

Mood

I tend to lean toward the dark. Maybe it’s genetic. I’m extreme. I try my best to be blissfully happy because I have so many things to be deliriously joyful about. I wish it was easier to be grateful. I’m selfish and irritating. I see myself behaving like a child and tell myself in the moment, asking, “Why are you doing this?”