#sometimesiwanttoswallowmyself

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sometimes i look at her & wonder what we even talked about. almost a year and a half to us not talking and i think. what could i have possibly have in common with such a beautiful girl. the moments i spent basking in her light were enough, i didnt need a whole lifetime. i wouldve been swallowed and forgotten. and i wouldnt even have wanted to be pulled out