#somewhat pissed

[thequietquill]

Really??

Wattpad made chapter 11 of cfy go private because of mature content, like. 

I give a warning a head of each chapter that contains smut and I rated it mature in the first place so what’s the problem?? 

SOWK and WWY have smut in them, and they’re public, so why is it different for CFY??? I would hate to think it’s because it contains two men in some smut scenes...

[yoonao-blog-blog]

To whoever that "yoonao" in IG, please return the username. You see the Yoonao UN belongs to me.

[pierce-the-vital-regions]

I swear to fucking god with this new Youtube comment layout, I cannot trust if someone is linking to newborn puppies or god damn jeff the motherfuckin killer. 

[ex-seungjinxcmi]

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[tentacle-tomato]

Bad grades ._.

Mom: You're a retarded irresponsible stupid bitch and are worse than swagfags. No wonder they hate you.

My thoughts: Thanks for the moral support

Mom: You are intelligent and creative and beautiful and responsible~

Me: Yeah ok,

My thoughts: Go fuck yourself

[music-is-the-victim]

Positive things about me:

I'm really fucking nice

Really sweet

So caring that it's slightly sickening

I'm somewhat smart sometimes

I'm relatively attractive

I listen when people need someone to be there for them

I'm very helpful

I take care of my friends and people that are important to me

I don't give up as easily as I seem to

Even though I hide it, I have self-esteem

I have confidence

I have a mega-ton of love within my body

I'm funny

I have an incredibly good and soft heart

I'm a really good guy

I am reliable

I can be trusted with just about anything

I keep secrets that need to be kept

I can be told anything without judging you

I am really selfless (not selfish in anyway)

I can give good advice

I don't put people down

I don't lie

This list can go on and on. I'm just a good fucking person......yet what do I have to show for it? Nothing really. I have a stupid family who can't get their shit together and believes that I'm mean and hateful and self-centered and that I only care for myself, basically that I'm the complete opposite of what I really am.  Not to forget I can never get a boyfriend because all anyone ever wants to do is use me, treat me like shit, and fuck with my emotions in every damn way imaginable. I don't fucking deserve this. I deserve to be happy. So why is it that every time I get something that makes me happy, it has to be ripped away from me? I mean, seriously, it feels as if my entire heart is shattered and crumbled away into ash. I'm a good fucking person. I don't deserve any of this bullshit that I have to go through and it pisses me off. I care and care and care for everyone around me and very rarely do I feel as if someone actually cares for me in return. Is it so much to ask for someone, somewhere, to actually care about my existence? I mean just one person, that's all I fucking ask for! I mean I have so much love within my body and day by day it literally feels like no one wants to take my fucking love. I'm just here, not making any type of impact, with no one noticing me.....scratch that, people notice me....but the only people who do notice me are people who want to use me because all anyone sees in me are my stupid looks. Yes, I know that I am attractive, but I want to be seen for more than being a good looking guy! I'm also a really nice guy with a great personality, does anyone actually see how good of a heart I really have? Doesn't really seem like it because all anyone talks about is that I'm attractive. Yes, I'm probably over thinking this whole situation called my life, but I can't help if this is how I feel. If this is how everything seems to be, and it pisses me off. I deserve happiness, I deserve so much better, I'm worth a whole damn lot, and it fucking sucks that every good thing in my life always gets fucked up by my family or by some guy who decides he wants to fuck with my emotions on a daily basis.

[ysabearr]

I could give less of a fuck if people put down PJ. But once you mock SJ and especially Stag I will get sooo motherfucking defensive. Don't you dare try to compare them and their games to our shitty school football games.