Nov 24, 2023
When you start to get upsetty spaghetti again: 🤣😂🤣😂 (Why aren't the meds working? They used to beforehand..)
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When you start to get upsetty spaghetti again: 🤣😂🤣😂 (Why aren't the meds working? They used to beforehand..)
I miss you, but I don’t want you back. I like us not talking as much anymore because that’s one way for us to get over each other. I’m happy without you, & you’re happy without me. We weren’t meant to be, of course not. We are still young, with life still ahead of us. We still got so many years to find our significant other, so of course we can’t be too sad about this, right? I’m fine. I feel fine everyday until out of nowhere, I break down. But who to tell it to? I pushed all my closest friends away. No I don’t really regret that because if they were really my close friends, and even if I did push them away, they would have checked up on me every now and then. No. They didn’t, but that’s ok, because people come and go. So it’s just whatever, I guess. I’m just afraid for another guy to come in my life, maybe that’s why I pushed that certain person away, it will be hard for me to trust him because you, I can totally trust. You made me feel better, you did what you can to make me happy. You did, I loved that about you. But we are done for & I’m totally fine with that, but I’m just scared for another guy to come in my life, that I can trust like you. I pushed a guy away from me already, & another guy wants to get to know me, but I kinda don’t want anything more with him because I’m afraid. I guess I’m afraid to love. I was broken for days, but I’m fine right now. But I don’t know, I know I will never find another guy like you. Who I can trust like you. It’s hard now because you can’t really trust anyone in this world anymore. I know some people who are falling apart like me, it sucks. But it’s just life. I don’t like knowing my loved ones being hurt and have to deal with shit because their “friends” are not actually their friends, but “fake friends.” I hate that. But that’s just life. Breakups are normal. Being sad is normal. Having fake friends is normal. Trust issue is normal. All of that negative shit, is normal. That is just the way life is going to be until you die. Nothing you can do about it, right?