How could it be that I could I would still want someone who’s made me feel pain. To still want that one person who broke me, and made me wanna cry every single night. I don’t understand. I miss his voice, our phone calls to each other, face time video chats being able to mellow out each other. I love... er loved him... idk. He’s my best friend how am I supposed to cut him off / out of my life. When he’s been there for me, he’s seen me at my worst.. I’m not so sure of myself anymore









