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My Day To Die

Is today the day I die?

Will today be the last day tears drop from my eyes?

Is it possible I will not see you tomorrow?

Tomorrow will you cry sweet sorrow?

If I pray to God for one more day?

Is it possible he will allow me to stay?

Will he forgive me for all my sins?

Is it to late to be faithful to him?

Can I please have another chance?

Does this really have to be the last dance?

Will I ever write a poem again?

Tomorrow will my friends reminisce of the things we did way back when?

Will I be on the road that leads to those pearly gates?

Or will I be in that other place awaiting my turn to bake?

Was that my name they just called?

What’s that light at the end of the hall?

Am I dreaming right now or is that angel real?

I can’t feel your touch, baby what’s the deal?

Is that the sound of a flat line I hear?

Why are your eyes red, what’s up with the tears?

Why are they saying time 9:45?

Why was today my day to die?

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Energy

Intertwined, I can feel the energy that resides between us…The energy that has been so apparent to those lucky enough to be in our presence over the years…The same energy that I once feared only because the reason for me was unclear…Why had this connection appeared when it was obvious that you were already being called Wife…For that reason, My emotion just didn’t seem right

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Definition

What is Love?

Webster says it's a Strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties. Says nothing about being able to forgive them for their deception and lies. Attraction based on sexual desire. Again nothing about taking care of all the bills if they happen to do something stupid and end up getting fired. Warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion. Doesn't touch on the arguments you will have when you realize they used the last of your favorite lotion. Affection and tenderness felt by lovers. Not a word about not killing this Mofo when it comes to light that he is one of those Down Low Brothers!

So again I ask what is Love? Because the definition that is in Webster really doesn't give me any insight. Doesn't touch on how we can fuss and fight and somehow be able to kiss and make up all in the same night. It doesn't break down why you will continue taking them back after they break your heart into a million parts, because you believe the two of you can make a fresh start. Feeling like if you love them a little harder and give them a little more space they will realize another woman they will never need to taste. It doesn't explain why it's easy to do things you would have never imagined yourself doing to make this person happy. Like getting out of bed and going to the store to get some Grits breath stank and hair all nappy. Just because they said Baby you know your Grits are my favorite dish. No Webster doesn't touch on this. Doesn't explain how a person can cause you unbearable pain yet you find a way to remain. Whoever came up with the definition of Love obviously has never experienced the things love will put you through. All the dumb ass things it will cause you to do. Because if they did I think the definition would have went something like this. Love: a feeling that will bring you pleasure and pain. Causing one to wonder how much longer on this earth they can remain without going insane. Cause for so many women and men who are behind bars, because they cut a mofo up when they got out of their mistress car. A strong need to get in you car a 2AM and drive to their house with a bag of sugar and a can of 7up with the desire to fuck up their brand new truck. A feeling that will cause you to throw all their shit out on the lawn because they didn't bring their ass home before dawn. Then turn around the next day and have a meal cooked with candles and wine topping it off with that wild passionate sex, you know the type where you can't help but to wonder what position you will be in next! Because make up sex is always the best! Regardless of how much you can't stand them today, if you got a call that they were in an accident, you would drop everything to make sure they are ok. The ability to accept a child that they had with some slut they fucked that night ya'll got in a fight. Allowing them to come to family events knowing your family is saying,"Now you know that shit aint right!"

Again I ask what is Love? Maybe love can't be defined. It's whatever we decide we can handle at that specific time. Because it's based on how one feels at any giving time your definition can be totally opposite of mine. So Please tell me how this four-letter word you define.

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