tell me all about bambi's interest in blood :-)
ask me about bambi
okay don’t @ me, but it’s not..Fully Developed so, this is All I got..about his interest in blood…BUT..bambi was always a pretty violent kid- maybe not GOOD at fighting ( and probably even constantly losing fights ), but he fought a lot . he was just so angry all the time and i think at some point he started actually enjoying the pain. and when he bled, it proved that he was a H U M A N . that he wasn’t I M M O R T A L. and that’s on dissociation! so, getting punched in the face, bleeding– was a whole experience. blood means e x i s t e n c e. until he didn’t need to fight anymore to bleed, he just had to snort enough coke and destroy his naval cavities and bada bing bada boom; constant nosebleeds.
obviously he wanted to share this experience with others, especially his fans. they’re the ones feeding his coke addiction after all. and that’s when he started bleeding all over front row during his concerts. he was alive and human, they were alive and human, the whole thing was both an out of body AND and in body experience, whoa. it’s like a spark burning inside of him whenever that happened. he became excited, ecstatic, fuzzy, light– and you kinda get addicted to that feeling. blood made sex so much more interesting. made parties that much better, concerts this much more fun.
( it’s also killing him, but does he really care? nope, that’s a win-win to him. )