#sorry for bitching

[zombieunicornmasquerade]

Just screaming into the void

I've dealt with homelessness before. It's not a new concept to me, fuckin sucks but it ain't new.

But I hate...haaaaaaaate the threat of it looming over my head. I hate how I live in a place where they don't maintain shit but that falls on my head as an infraction. I hate staying up sick as hell because my mind is racing with "where the fuck am I gonna go if life throws another curve ball at me?"

I'm just stressed. I'm scared. I'm so fucking sick of being scared. And I know others got it worse than me, I'm very well aware...and I'm sorry for this petty bitching but fuck me I'm losing my mind.

[prismatica-the-strange]

Ok, so my last post got a bit inflammatory.

What I meant was, Charles Ingalls in the og and the Netflix are both hot, and I was confused why people were surprised by that.

Also, no matter if this is a new adaptation of the books or not, both this and the og adaptation come from the same source material and will always be quantumly entangled.

The netflix adaptation will never be 100% separate from the Michael Landon adaptation. We've already had a cameo from the og cast in the first two episodes. And the new Mr. Edwards looks almost identical to the original.

Yeah, you could call that a simple casting choice, but the og will in some ways influence the new, and no matter what it will get compared to the original.

As much as some book purists may wish it, (especially younger ones) the story will never be 100% divorced from the 1974 adaptation due to what a big a staple it was in western media at that time and onward. Hell, it still holds up today, despite its warts.

[pancakes4nina]

I swear to god, I don't want to jinx it, but everyone is giving Max shit about it. But as RedBull themselves, I would scream and stare at the ceiling if Max wouldn't be allowed to race at THE RED BULL RING?! Hello?!?!

They even has MULTIPLE grandstands just for him. Who are we cheering for if he's not even there?!

It's the next goddam race and the worst fucking timing. And you know Canada is shit to race, and the car is shit and max (in his right) doesn't want to (at least) lose position. Screaming.

[deeplovelydark]

how does it feel to be this wrong

[justsomekpopstuff]

Me complaining again ignore this if you dont want to read

I love not being able read anything from the ateez fic tags. Super cool. My favorite.

(All of the above is sarcasm)

Everything is either mega hardcore smut (I identify on the ace spectrum so…) and/or the most soul crushing painful zero-comfort angst in existence. I get a plain cute soft fluff it feels like once in a blue moon…

Like…can us soft bitches get a fluff like…maybe at least TWICE in a blue moon? Maybe?

[kyriathanatos]

Night time sad seems inevitable and unavoidable at this point…

Every night, no matter how good stream is or how good my day was, all I can do is a be a bit depressed and sad about everything I’m not doing better or right. Especially financially and even more especially with my own health…

[muncysvelasco]

I don’t get why i get so many kudos on my veluncy fics but zero reviews is that normal? Am I doing something wrong guys?

[harringrovetrashhh]

How do people just *waves hand at blank google doc* write things? And they come out so good?