#sorry hehe

[orchidballs67]

hi sorry for not posting, I lowkey forgot I still had this app.

I will be posting more when my art block releases me from the art block shackles cuz I haven't been able to actually finish anything I started and my ego tells me to gatekeep anything that isn't good.

also i got really into umamusume and witch hat atelier 😛

[agendercyptidcore]

i retook the 16 personalities test, and while it is a bit silly i feel a little moved seeing that i still have the same results as i did say three months ago or seven.. even despite everything i’ve gone through these past ten months the trauma has not ruined me so much that i am gone. i am the same person i was, but better because now i know more about the world. it makes me wanna cry a little knowing that i’m still the same teenager, a bright creative soul who just wants to connect with others and help them. my religious beliefs are still the same and my personality is unchanged, because even if my friends have came and gone i will still be that same person who was loved by so many. and maybe i am still loved, or at the very least i am capable of being loved again. an old friend once told me i’m very easy to love and that i’m a warm person to be around, so maybe if i can just find the right people i can regain the old connection i had before. despite it all i still feel strong at the core of my being. i’m still bouncing back better than ever, and everytime i tell myself i will be okay i actually BELIEVE myself for the first time in months. i can do this. i love myself, and i try my best to take care of myself and so long as i keep talking to the people i trust who return my favors back then i will heal and this stage will feel far, far away. i love being alive and i regret nothing because i wouldn’t be who i am now without it. i’m glad to be me.

[lavendersgirlfriend]

Bf who is really passionate about cybersecurity 🤝 gf who names all of her password after him <3

[rskirammn]

KINGDON OPINION

| I’m delulu |

This ‘analysis’—which is really more of an opinion—is far too general, based solely on my wild imagination, as well as a projection of my idealised vision (seriously). It may contain inconsistencies, as well as some disjointed writing due to the emotion with which I’m sharing this… which isn’t the absolute truth.

Talking about Mel and Langdon is complicated, though I’ll keep it simple. First… who are they?

Mel King, a compassionate doctor, albeit sometimes socially awkward—which makes her very special to me—and incredibly focused and precise, with a great capacity for empathy, something that, as a doctor, is ‘dangerous’.

Frank Langdon is the perfect complement to her, and as an individual he is charismatic, certainly optimistic, and yes, cynical. He has an interesting backstory, as we learn that his career was previously affected by an addiction to a certain medication, benzodiazepines.

Leaving that aside, I want to talk about my reasons for why they are a potential couple, beyond the platonic, which, yes, is nice, because television entertainment needs more friendships between men and women, but this time I’m making an exception for them. A not-so-healthy exception.

This will be quick because, honestly, I’m not up for long texts, but let’s see…

I’m aware that ‘they’ve only just met’, but please, they see each other all the time during their 12-hour shift; it’s impossible not to develop feelings during that time. Let’s see, I’m going to contradict myself a bit here, as I’m a huge fan of ‘slow burn’ relationships, and I really want them to have that dynamic, but I need to see signs that something more is happening between them, you know?

The way they interacted at the start seemed awkward to me, in a nice way. And I feel that’s what a real couple is like at the start. Awkward.

Later on, I felt they moved forward—still awkward, yet they seemed to tackle any ‘daunting’ task with such ease when they were together. Just, please, watch those scenes where they work together. What incredible professional chemistry. They work in perfect harmony.

Likewise, they both have that ‘dangerous’ quality I mentioned earlier, an empathy for patients that’s so human it’s quite powerful—or at least it was for me—though at first I could also see how Langdon was trying to avoid getting ‘hooked in’, but he became more and more human as time went on. A great development.

Goodness, I keep coming back to the same point: they’re both so human, in so many ways. Each deals with different limitations and excels in different areas. A quick example: Langdon seeking that reconciliation with Dr Robby, which to me is like wanting your proud father back.

Also, Mel is a fascinating and refreshing portrayal of a neurodivergent person on television, and we see (albeit not in great detail) how she became a doctor driven by the experience of growing up with a twin sister on the autism spectrum. I wanted to go into more detail on this, but I’ll leave it for later, just saying: Mel is such a brilliantly written character – funny, intelligent and, once again, human.

But would the two of them actually work as a couple within the series, leaving fanfiction aside?

To be honest, it’s complicated. They’re complicated, but I’d say yes… sort of.

The thing is, putting them in a work environment, seeing how well they work together and how they support each other amidst the stress of the job, it’s easy to say yes; however, we also see that they aren’t exactly mentally stable.

If we want them to work, we’ll need to see their relationship progress outside of work, because the hospital is actually so hostile that making them a couple is a double-edged sword.

And the thing is, that potential can’t be wasted; although they aren’t exactly polar opposites, they are somewhat different, which creates an interesting dynamic to develop. I also love how Langdon seems to be that safe space for Mel at a certain point—this within my hallucination. And how Mel is someone Langdon can talk to without feeling overwhelmed.

Perfect.

Even though the actors themselves have slightly dismissed this relationship in the romantic way.

Anyways.

Thanks for reading ts if you did it.

[livingforkastle]

hi y'all!! it's been a month since i've posted, and it isn't for no reason at all. i fear school has gotten to me once more, and i'll only be posting from march onwards. i genuinely wanna post more content and i even have a few drafts of fanfics, but assignments and exams aren't allowing me. it does make me happy that my posts are still getting reblogged and liked, it just motivates my want to post (such a small thing but it's who i am). anyway, see y'all back in march ❤️

[z00r0p4]

oh yeah hi im back

[zeynevas]

i just need coco to win this!

[anything-for-my-moons]

woah guys.... 200 FOLLOWERS IS CRAZY?? THANK YOU!! anyways if i were to do like those asks games would you guys participate... and i also think its time for an intro post. sigh. BUT YAY!! WOOHOO!!