U guys today was my worst day in a while and when i say worst i mean that i was falling asleep in class, isolating myself, snapping at my friends for the slightest shit, had therapy where i heard that i might have to change mY THERAPIST (we have worked together for over a year and im finally staring to trust her, i can't go trough that again), cried like a baby in therapy, crying like a insane person at home, broke my 24h fast with a binge, self harmed, isolated myself again, screamed at my parents, cried some more, etc. And i got trough it??? Likf i was so fucking desperate and suffocating but now my night meds are starting to kick in and my stress is fading a littlr bit. It truly gets easier at somepoint














