Jun 13
have this while i work in other things, made this for a certain collab 👀
seen from Bangladesh
seen from Canada
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seen from China
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seen from United States
seen from T1
seen from Yemen
seen from China
seen from Spain
seen from Germany
seen from Singapore
seen from Netherlands
seen from Poland
seen from United States
seen from Kuwait
seen from France
seen from Spain
seen from China
seen from United States
have this while i work in other things, made this for a certain collab 👀
/submerges into the multi ship fandom because what have I got to lose by now/ MORAL SUPPORT is basically all I need I've never written more than 3K my life, but my intro for this ended up being 1K on its own even before YoonSeok met lol? I hope it turns out good, and while I'm on 8K I don't end up thinking it's not good enough and trash it all (I do that when I'm frustrated). But as far as first times go, I think it's a little bit worth it? IDEK. -Your (struggling) TaeKook Anon
Sweetie I feel that so, so much. I completely understand you! Reading your own words again and again, the more you do the more you feel like it’s boring or strained or bad.
That’s actually one of the reasons I post my fics in installments instead of writing it and posting it all in one go? Halfway through writing something long I feel like it’s a waste of time and get really unmotivated, especially if I’m struggling with a certain part. The more I read it the more it sounds repetitive and bad, so yeah. Getting a little bit of feedback helps me convince myself it’s not as bad as I think it is.
I’ve seen a post going around that says that your writing seems boring and repetitive to you because you thought of it, you wrote it and it’s fresh in your mind, etc. I certainly try to think of that every time I reread over something I’m working on and just want to delete everything haha
So chin up! Keep going! Even if you feel like deleting everything, don’t. Put it away, leave it alone for a few days and then come back to it. If you still want to delete it after that (Although from my experience leaving it alone for a while definitely helps) still save it some place. Don’t delete it, keep it somewhere because maybe one day, much later, you’ll come back to it and do something with it. Or, who knows, the AU will still run through your head sometime and you’ll think of something new?
This got kinda long, but I don’t know, I hope it helps? I deal with the same feelings every time I work on something (I don’t think it’s ever going away lol) and every time I try to think like this.
In order to improve you have to let yourself make mistakes and keep pushing forward - and who knows? Maybe what you thought was a mistake, something bad or messy, wasn’t anything of the kind and it was just you being too harsh on yourself?
Okay, the last part sounds really preachy and fake-deep, my bad, but I’m pretty hard on myself and if you’re like me then maybe it might be of some help? I’m here for you if you need moral support <3