Why old friend?
Thank you for all our deep talks, movie marathons, over night, jeepney joy rides, trail walks, random travels, chika over food, at marami pa. I was hoping that you'd understand my situation and our season. Sana alam mo rin na, Hindi sa lahat ng panahon lagi tayong magkasama, at hindi rin lahat ng sitwasyon mag aadjust for you or me. Our lives are not made to please anyone (maging tayong dalawa), instead build and encourage one another. unless I'll live for you and you'll live for me, which is totally wrong. It gives me pain every time i see you pass by my thoughts and not having you as my friend anymore. Sige, okay lang. Maiintindihan ko kung kinalimutan mo na ako, nang dahil nasaktan kita sa mga desisyon ko. Pero sana, nabigyan mo man lang ako ng chance malaman ang dahilan kung bakit nawala na lahat. Why was it too easy for you? You will always have a reason for everything. You will always have 'your best answer' for everything. Pero sana you won't let those reasons ruin whatever you have right now. Sana, marealize mo din minsan, na naghihintay lang ako kahit gaano pa kasakit mga rason mo. If loosing the argument means winning our friendship then let it be. Pero i think i just lost you, and there wasn't any argument raised. Sorry for being preoccupied with my studies, sorry for being too career and family oriented. Sorry for getting too drained with my thesis. Sorry for deactivating my facebook for a while. Sorry for acknowledging my new season and living with it out of how you would want me to live life. Sorry at hindi na tayo tulad ng dati, at sorry kung maraming kailangan magbago. Sorry. Thank you.