"Never close your eyes when you're scared, face your fears...and always pray."
This is what my mom always tells me and I'm doing it right now. So I guess, the lesson for me here is to not drink too much coffee at such late hour and avoid watching too much horror movies. I don't really imagine ghosts or something, I just have this heavy feeling inside that no matter how hard I try to put myself into sleep, I just can't. It's seriously tearing me down right now but no, I'll get through this... I definitely will.
Pray,pray, pray.
P.S. I'll flood tonight, just wanna get all these thoughts out. Sorry.














