May 12
back to being single, LMAOOOO
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back to being single, LMAOOOO
MASSIVE SELF DESCOVERY
we like girls.
tl:dr :
yup.
that it.
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this is a slight teeny weenzy tiny joke. we 'knew' this, hell, we're dating @spud-sys (almost tagged her left kidney instead whoops) WE SHOULD'VE KNOWN this.
also, hell, we're bisexual (/omnisexual, idrk, we keep thinking about going back to THE omnisexual label bc it feels MORE fitting than bisexual iykwim), WE SHOULD KNOW THIS.
it's been hell of a fucking journey and no matter what label we've had in the past we've ALWAYS repressed any actual liking of women/women aligned people because we're afabs (and tmasc)
and we absolutely hate our body to the point of just... hating ourselves into oblivion and saying we don't like women and are just gay, strictly cuz we've internally forced ourselves TO NOT like girls in any way due to being ftm.
and i think @spud-sys (almost tagged their left kidney again. man, i don't wanna tag their kidney, that's not who I'm talking about) has shown us that we can, and do in fact, like women and that we're not gay.
Sure, we still need to properly process and come to terms with that (without spiraling into absolute denial again, like we've been for years), but at least with nir love and support we'll fucking finally (or at least hopefully) stop repressing actual, real, feelings we have.
thank you, @spud-sys ^^
(dang i almost tagged the kidney again, keep ur damn kidney in check gurls 😭)
hhmmm what can i do home alone...
the fact that we would drop they from our prns set only bc we don't care for it is so funny
like. we could just go by only he/him but the only reason we don't is cuz we're plural
... and cuz we genuinely don't care enough about pronouns. sure, we get euphoria upon being called a he but any pronouns except she is always fine and welcomed, like, people can feel free to test out pronouns on us if they so want to, or just mirror your own (unless you use she/her, sowwy, it's the only pronouns we won't wanna be going by)
fuck, i forgot how gay heartstopper really is
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i wish i had something—
wait
what
whyyyy did i think that
losing motivation
and probably friends LMAOOO
sometimes i forget