#source sick

[the-ink-archives]

i need owen to stop being so fucking sad and gay. he’s making it hard to write the essay due tn.

[jules-bug]

ok so. this is gonna be really stupid. but the others in my system are saying i shouldn’t be embarrassed or anything so uh?

jules here. or- peter as i’m known in source. peter parker to be exact. i uh. i miss people, a lot? i’d be really happy to interact with anyone from source (shout out to steve who is my friend and is very cool!!) but um, especially mr stark, ned, mj, or harley? but really anyone would be very cool! so uh!! yeah.

[the-ink-archives]

Yearning is annoying, especially as a fictive. What do you mean I found people who loved me, who I trusted, who I wanted to be around - and for no reason, they’re gone. I have no one to blame because it’s no one’s fault but…gods. I miss everyone so very much.

[the-ink-archives]

hey so uhh. cough cough. any life series fictives wanna interact??? justttt saying itd be rly cool.

/lh /nf

sincerely,

cleo, impulse & jimmy

[the-ink-archives]

its weird, being back again. its also weird being one of the few alters in our system that gets so source sick that i get like. physically impacted.

especially when the person i miss the most, i missed in source too

like, dont get me wrong id kill to see isa or odile, id naw off my own arm to see mira and loose my other eye to see bonnie.

but. the pain of missing them has literally nothing on the pain of missing them. how can i be here without them? it makes no sense to me. partially because we are one and the same and partially because no one else really understands.

[dssystem]

tries to go through my dash only to find 5 million dppt or pla posts, christ alive

-dirk