Silent the whole while listening to her speak and thinking of that for a moment, "On one hand... I'd likely would have probably disappeared without a word... knowing how I am when just 'appearing' out of nowhere, not that I matter and... I'd doubt many would notice me missing aside from a few people... that or trying to speak up on feelings I have..." true to that while his face wasn't readable much due to how he gotten used to having that unemotional look about him but his eyes say it otherwise, "The first one sounds kinda morbid now that I think about it after saying it aloud, if I didn't meet either of you... I'd likely be in a more darker place if thatโs saying something. After all disappearing is a sort of thing that I already do even when not paid attention to much, plus... I'm hesitant of acting on my feelings or keeping things in the group the same. So I try to bury things deep down, just so it doesn't bother me much till later on that is..." having that tangled mess of bad habits with bottling things up being the main one till they later came out but in that overwhelming way when alone which he couldnโt let them see since it was a mess to watch in seeing him like that.
Trying to resist in pulling out his pack of cigarettes when that flicker of emotion crossed his features and looking up with that quiet sigh, he rarely would speak of anything due to seeing of how it didn't matter but at least finding some comfort in ones he called friends. Especially being unsure of how to step forward on feelings that he had for not just her but also his other friend too which was a mess he rather not act on, due to the uncertainty of how things would play out and how it affect the group dynamic that they had going on which that was one thing he didn't want to break.
