tw: suggestive, LOTS of swearing, not mdni, just be mindful of ur media nd dont get pissy at me, seb sdv and sam sdv, jealousy?
stupid. stupid stupid.
the word chants around my mind, why the fuck didn't i stop you from going out with my best friend. fuck.
so now, i'm sitting in my bed, staring at your contact, and then i accidentally call you, and now i'm scrambling to hang up, but not before your fucking saccharine voice cuts through the awkward silence.
"sam? sammy you okay? me and seb were finishing a level on some stupid game we found, should i come over?" your voice was too damn sweet, fuck. "n-nah, y-you dont have to come over." a laugh, a stupidly sweet laugh, not laughing at me, but just more of a giggle.
"sammy, are you jealous? you big baby." yeah, of course i'm fucking jealous. you're probably bent over with that stupid baby pink skirt flipped up, like twice by now. then seb's voice cuts into the line, it's more of a facepalm, you're a moron voice. "get over here, dumbass, mom, maru nd demetrius are out, doin somethin' in zuzu, i didn't care enough to ask." "yeah man, be over in 20." i say, freaking the hell out. i get my converse on, dont tie them, and run over to the mountains, takes me about 15 minutes, and i come in, make my way to seb's basement, and sit on the sofa. "hey princess, hey seb" i say, out of breath. "water? jenga? seb's awful." i nod, sitting in between you and seb, and start stacking, i don't realize there's writing. you pull one out and read it aloud "pick one or more players of your choice to take their shirt off or pull two bricks each" you giggle and look at us both. fuck. "cmon boys, i didn't look at you for no reason top layers off!" your voice doesn't quite sound right saying those words, but, whatever, and i take my blue jacket off, and same for seb with that black hoodie. seb's next, and he reads his brick "pick a player to tell a dirty secret, or two bricks for each player." and his eyebrow raises towards you "fuck uhm, i dunno, i don't really have any other than maybe a threesome with you two." "what was that again?" my question out of teasing, seb's from genuine confusion, he's a bit deaf from how much stupid shit we've done.