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[eonslice]

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[spidersfanfics]

It's Not All Black and White

Spades stabbed the table in anger, then again, and again. He screamed in frustration and threw the knife at the wall where it stuck with a solid thunk.

Collapsing into a chair, he put his head in his hands and sat there, a deathly silence fell on the room.

A moment later, the door creaked open. A small white figure crept into the room and walked gently up to Spades. It was none other than Ms. Paint.

"Are you ok?"

Spades suddenly seemed to notice that he wasn't alone and angrily wiped at his eyes. "I'm fine." He muttered and looked away.

Ms.Paint put a hand gently on his shoulder, her eyes full of concern. Spades never cried, not even when his friends had died in other timelines. Not even when he had died in other timelines.

"Are you sure? You know you can talk to me." She said softly.

He grunted in response and said nothing. Sighing, Ms.Paint took a step closer and kissed him on the cheek, "Come on Spades, what's bothering you?"

Spades groaned, "It's her, I just, I hate her so much and she knows it too and everything is just shit."

"Is that it? You always say that and it's never this bad."

"It's never this bad because I don't think she cares anymore, like our rivarly has gone stale or something and for fucks sake dames are confusing."

He punched the table in frustration, "Everything fucking sucks right now and I'm feeling all these emotions and it's confusing."

Ms.Paint stepped closer, "It's ok to be sad, you know."

Spades shot to his feet, causing Ms.Paint to jump back. "No it's not!" He yelled.

"I don't get sad, I don't get hurt by stupid things like this. I just stab the problem in the face and move on!"

Ms.Paint sighed sympathtically, "That doesn't mean you can't show emotion, there's no weakness in having feelings."

Spades snarled, "No, shut up! That's not how-" He stopped, his breathing ragged. "I'm sorry, I'm not mad at you. I mean-"

Ms. Paint cut him off, "I know, I know," she said softly, pulling him into a hug. "It's ok."

Caught off guard, Spades stumbled on his robot legs and fell into the hug. He made no move to straighten up or step away.

"I don't know why you stick around." He murmured. "You're so good and I'm, well I'm me."

Ms. Paint smiled, "Exactly."

"What?"

"You're you and I love everything about you." She paused, "You know, you don't have to be so linear all the time."

Spades reluctantly detangled himself from Ms. Paint's arms. It was getting awkward trying to hug her and talk to her at the same time.

"I don't know what you mean," he said crossing his arms.

"I've heard how you think. That I'm nothing but good and you can't be and Snowman is pure evil."

He bared his teeth, "Don't say her name."

"Sorry, but maybe people are more complex than you think."

Spades rolled his eyes, "Are you saying I'm bad with people? Because I could've told you that myself."

Ms.Paint shook her head, "That's not my point."

"Then what?"

"The point is, you seem to think that the world is split in half, and you're either one thing or the other."

"Isn't it?" Spades growled, looking down.

Ms. Paint smiled softly and reached out a hand, tilting his chin up to look at her, "No it's not. You're the grey area in between. And that's why I love you."

[ask-spadesandpaint-blog]

♠ : nothin’ better than sleepin’ wit ya girl. shes warmer than a blanket, except my arm is fallin asleep and i cant feel it no more...

♠ : worth it? i think so.

[puffsandcoconuts]

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MY SWEET HEART GOT ITS WISH

[wunderscheisse]

Just some HSWC fill again (Ms. Paint<3Spades Slick)

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