This is a master post of me spilling my feelings all over the place. I'm just gonna write these things telling people how awesome I think they are. If you're reading this and you know me, you might be in here.
Stella/Lili:
Dude I love us. I don't talk to you much anymore, but the fact we can randomly start talking and be like old friends really means a lot to me. Loosing friends is something that really hits me hard in ways I cannot even explain and I was worried. I haven't talked to anyone in so long I assumed all of you forgot about me. And then we talked on facebook a little bit and I was sure you were my friend. Then you gave me that membership. Dude I love you so much. I can easily say you are one of my friends that I will love forever.
Nicole/Tuna-sammich:
GIRRRRL I MISS YOU. We haven't talked at all really. Not for a long time. I miss the old days. Where me, you, and Alana would have group chats and be a trio. I feel as though Alana has drifted off, but maybe that's just my perception. I won't give up on you guys. Never. The memories we share and really awesome and I'd hate to loose you. I miss our dumb skype calls. And texting a little. And join me's. And drawing things for each other. I miss you a lot.
Rainy/Lapfoxes:
You were my first 'fan'. The first person to convince me that my art was worth while and I'll never forget you. I never knew you that well on a personal level, but when we spoke to each other its was like I knew you and could be myself. You give off this friendly aura and you are really awesome. Go you. ily
Teddi:
Cody/CJ misses you. We talk about you a lot. Good things, not to worry. I once had this stupid gay crush on you and with a good reason. You were my best friend and partner in crime. I thought you were funny and pretty and all of that great stuff. Still do. Though I think of you in the sexiest platonic way possible, I still do. You were the one you got me to join deviantart. If not for you I wouldn't have discovered tumblr. or friends. or anything. You really opened me up. Gave me a reason to draw fursonas and crap. You were an idol to me. We have to talk more okay? Or I will die. Cody/CJ says hi.
Bec449:
I don't know you. We've never spoken. I don't think anyway. But I see you on my dash a lot. You reblog things from me. I think I know you from DA as well. I don't have a lot to say but I felt like I should mention you. Hello.
beyouself-nomatterwhat:
I don't know you either. The only communication thats ever happened between us (that I know of) has been you complimenting me. I don't think I've ever told you how much it means to me. It makes my night. On selfies that I've posted I get comments from you telling me I'm cute and its awesome. I just really wanna say thank you. Our mutual following we've got going on it pretty sweet.
To everyone who has ever thought me as a friend:
If we don't talk we should. I'm trying to open up again and I think it would be swell for us to rekindle our friendship. Send me a message. Add me on facebook. Even if you're new to me and we've never spoken. Message me. It would make my night.
But here's my problem. My amount of awkwardness I carry with me if unbelievable. You might be embarrassed to even speak to me. But if you do. Hi~
