#spark's notes

[fagshag]

i think I'm a really dry typer, and it makes people think im being well serious when i was attempting to joke around. i should get into that tone tag shite maybe.

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Spark: I wanted to believe one of them would call me by now. I guess I can understand why Kizzy hasn’t. I did leave him with medical work and taking care of Rose. He probably hasn’t had any time to sleep. But I don’t understand why Dragonfly hasn’t yet. I would think that if he cared so much about me he would’ve comm-ed me. I guess I expected too much.

I’m going to go now... I think I might have to throw up again. Sincerely

---Spark

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Spark: “I should... talk to Kizzy... I should just talk to someone really, I just can’t talk to Rose and I can’t keep bottling this up.”

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Spark: “Primus, I feel like such a bad person. I feel like all I do is tell one lie after another. I’ve lied to Rose, I’ve lied to Kizzy, and I’ve lied to Dragonfly.

“What the hell is wrong with me? I want to stop lying to people, but if I’m doing it for their safety, should I really stop?

“Oh what am I saying? Of course I should stop. I don’t want to keep leading people on... but I don’t know how to go about one big lie. Something I’ve kept from Kizzy and Dragonfly... I don’t know how they’ll react or how they’ll see me afterwards, but it’s better to tell the truth and hurt someone than tell a lie to keep everyone happy... right?

“Oh what do I do???”

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Spark: I’m starting to question whether or not I’m really a good medic. I can’t figure out how to repair the simplest of scratches and Rose can. Maybe I’m not good at first aid? I don’t know, but shouldn’t first aid be the easiest thing in the medical field?

I guess... Never mind. I’ll just scrap this one for now.

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Spark: “Currently teaching Rose about how to write notes. I’ve got to get him a hab. I’m not sure I have enough shanix yet, but when I do get enough I’ll get him a hab and a whiteboard to write notes on.

“For now it’s a journal with colourful sticky-notes in it.”

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Spark: “I genuinely think there’s something wrong with Rose... something he won’t tell me or something he just doesn’t know yet. I’m pretty sure he’s afraid of something... Maybe the person who made him. I can promise him one thing: He’s safe with us and I will never allow him to get hurt. EVER.”

[amazingphilssmile]

 when your wifi annd/or laptop is so slow that you can’t load anYthing

including YouTube & YouNow

(fuck you comcast)

also the video for Missing You

wow

it’s amazing

I mean I’m not a huge fan of ATL but I really like this song and the video is vv good~

anyways Dan Is live on YouNow

(I had this same issue with Phil on Sunday.....like he’s just frozen...sigh...)