"What do I feel for her?"
This month always makes me search for answers, I've always tried to choose and see where what I feel best fits, but lately it's become quite strange, and doesn't completely match any of the descriptions I know/look for.
Indeed, I am aware that there are many "labels" that match the feeling I have within my relationship, however, there is always some factor that makes everything I thought was going well fall off the cliff and end with no answers again.
I didn't want to share my answer before I was sure what I felt, and I think this is the best way to explain it, and I think it's unique and maybe it will help more than one person, right?
Black (asexuality)
White (no desire / purity of bond)
Pink (sensual imaginative connection)
Green (emotional exclusivity, demi/mono-romantic)
Gray (fluidity / conditional attraction)
Interlocked hearts (lavender) monogamous emotional bond
Spark "only with my partner"
This is probably the most personal decision I take but I really wanted to look and chose the right answer for my own experience.