Ascended Astarion walks confidently into a gathering of nobles and politicians only to realize he's in over his head the longer he listens to everyone talk. Everything he's known before has changed. Laws and solutions are being suggested for the current situations that would have never been considered back when he was Magistrate. Half of the jargon is unfamiliar to him now.
An intense anxiety washes over him as more unfamiliar eyes fall on him and, barely excusing himself, he bolts for the exit, nearly knocking several people over.
He can't do this.
Tav doesn't have time to react when the doors of the palace slam open and shut behind them before they are nearly tackled to the floor in a tight hug. A familiar sob reaches their ears, calming the quelling rage, and bared fangs at the idea ANYONE had the gall to attack them and they immediately turn as Astarion buries his face in their neck. His fingers bite into their clothing as his knees give way, taking both of them to the floor as he hyperventilates, trying to tell them what happened.
"I knew it was too soon for you to go back to that..." they sigh, running their hand through his hair and rubbing his back while leaving gentle kisses anywhere they can reach. "Calm down, Starlight. It's not the end of the world."
It takes some coaxing but they're able to get him to his feet and guide him back toward their bedroom. Astarion keeps his head down and refuses to look Tav in the eye as they draw him a bath.
"Relax, my heart. All in due time," they whisper as he settles into the tub and they wrap their arms around his shoulders from behind, nuzzling him as they run a hot washcloth over his pale, heaving chest. "You have the first part of your wish. The second part will take time and work. You're rusty with socializing, crowds especially, and a lot has changed in two centuries. You only have to brush up on some of the newer norms, that's all... We can make a day of looking for books and scrolls that can help with that. You'll have Baldur's Gate in the palm of your hand in no time, Darling."
After some time and the tub water cooling, Astarion gives a deep, stable exhale and turns his head to lean against his consort's, his hand wrapping around the one holding the washcloth. This earns him a kiss on his temple.
"What would I do without you?"
"Go cry in a corner somewhere and lick your wounds until you get angry and sassy enough to try again," Tav sighs, making him roll his eyes.
"Ha, ha. Very funny," he replies dryly before bringing their hand up to kiss it. "Thank you, my greatest treasure."










