hi im actually a lurker and i genuinely really like your rants😭😭 although i dont interact since im shy. i genuinely want to get this off my chest and i figured u might relate to this. im sorry if this discomforts you, please just ignore!!!
i don’t know why but i really struggle making online friends. especially if its with a group of others too. this constantly changes but most of the time, the gc starts off very loud. of course i love how active it is, and i try to participate in the conversations also.
but after awhile, i feel so??? lost in my own thoughts that i would ruin something good just to feel something or somewhat for a bit😞😞
and besides feeling like this, i dont feel the same connection with others like i do with my initial friend. i genuinely think that nobody really gaf about me💔💔 like hello what potential do u see in me to add me into ur friends gc. just fucking burn me alive already
hi is this a universal problem right now that WE are all going through?? my friend said something very similar (unless you are them….heh)
but tysm🥹 you are always welcome to b here and i appreciate that you came to talk to me about it T_T and no!!!!!!! dw ir does NAWT. bother me at. all.
to be honest i don’t really have any much life changing advices which is rlly bad and i try to sfay positive ab it but it still happens to me. AND IF IM SO BEINF FOR REAL. i struggle with this a lot TILL THIS DAY. and it hurts so much that i contemplate about tje choices i make. it hasn’t gotten better for me but maybe it willfor you🥹🥹💗💗 much love
honestly if i were you, id focus on my bond with the og friend because that’s what matters the most. maybe try to talk more to ur friends and if they dont give off the reaction you want, its better to stop for your own wellbeing bcz i feel like if i were u, id look desperate and shit (I ALREADY DO)
totally get the feeling of running something so good js to feel something. i relate to this so much because i feel like in every problem i have w my friends, i would over analyze it, which is bad. my advice is just take a step backwards and have some space to reevaluate ur feelings, because if u dont, it would be js toxic altogether😢
its not rlly that good as an advice, im sorry if you don’t find this helpful but just know that whoever you are, i love you so so so much and that you don’t deserve to be treated like that. there will be better days to come and better people out there for you. WE GOT THIS😞😞😞🫰🫰🫰🌹🌹🌹🌹