Pinocchio taps on his cage's metal rooftop - his usual way of asking him to turn on his light, or to ask for a talk. Gemini is always glad to reply to that signal; but this time, his head remains low, antennae flickering for a moment as the only indication that he heard his friend.
He stays sit on his small chair, the legs bent to the chest, arms hugging them much tighter than he realizes.
« Sorry, pal... » he murmurs, because staying completely silent seems to him so much worse than talking. Unpolite, even. Is it even the case now, to talk about being polite...?! « I don't feel like talking right now... »
He couldn't move.
P knows he should hurry up, that his father is in danger, that every second spent there, sitting in front of the chair where Sophia sat, decayed, for the Angel knows how long, was a second more for Simon to use the arm of God and complete his plan.
He knows it.
And yet, the puppet, if he could even be considered one at this point, couldn't move. Legion's hand lies on hi side after calling for Gemini, begging for a distraction that doesn't come, the other holds tight onto what remained Sophia's Ergo now pumping in his artificial veins, the empty crystal cold in his hand.
Cold.
It's cold.
He feels the cold, in the same way he feels confusion, sadness, anger, grief.
So, so much grief.
The realization of Romeo's true intentions, Antonia's death, Sophia's last request, everything happened too fast, too soon.
It hurts so much.
Just now he understands Belle's words, and he can't even shed a tear to release all that anguish.
Unknowingly mirroring Gemini's pose, Pinocchio blinks, slowly, tiredly.
He's so tired, too.
So hurt.
His voice is still distant, and yet filled with emotions.
For someone who finally learned what joy was thanks to the test subject he saved, it sure is hard to feel even just a hint of it.
"This is what she wanted. And yet…"
He squeezes the crystal, with the feeling that if he did so with the mechanical hand he would've easily broken it.
Is Geppetto's puppet-- is Geppetto's boy a killer?
Yes he is. He killed so many people, at first not knowing what murder was, then to defend himself.
Sophia, Parrot, in a sense Antonia too since her life shortened for his own choices… that was different.
That was murder.
What a curse, having fear, anger and sadness being the first emotions he could fully comprehend.
What a curse, being the devil's puppet, having his strings in the hand of the man who caused all of this.
What a curse.
"…sorry." his head lowered, arms clinging on his legs, he hid behind his knees.
Begging to cry. Begging to release the pain.
"You don't want to talk." he repeats, not mockingly, but just for the sake of keep talking, anyway "Sorry."