#spectralmelon

[purpurhedgehog]

Shout out to all my friends that go back and read entire solo conversations with myself because I talk to them when they are busy but don't actually wait for them to reply to me to keep the conversation going

Love you.

[bardiicinspiration]

if you need a reference for that job, i and hundreds of others can vouch for you. i can totally imagine you answering asks for the ask arcana 👌✨

this made me smile so big oh my goddd that’s so sweet

[spazioaether]

pfft when you have 3 different people immediately tell you to go bed :D I love you guys

[thattokenkid92]

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 pretty much the older tumblr sister that i can always fan girl with over webtoons such as the breakers , noblesse ( am like 6 months behind ) , the girls of the wild and Dame na Watashi ni Koishite Kudasai. Also one of the small groups of people that makes conversations easy ( ps i am rubbish at conversations) . also we need a catch up but adult life -_-

ps i am awful at these types of things lol ( did this make any sense )

[penitentprodigy]

theirunluckystars replied: (( * hugs * good luck on the assignment that's due and if you need to take time off of tumblr for RL stuff, that's perfectly fine *more hugs* you're not shitty friend btw ))

theirunluckystars replied: (( sometimes people miss things on their dash so they might not comment on things right away, if you want to poke people in a 'I made this thing what do you think' sorta way, there's nothing wrong with that ))

thank you so much anni. that really means a lot to hear and it’s super reassuring to be told that it’s okay to tag friends in stuff. i do that a lot but i also refrain from doing it bc i worry about annoying them or they won’t like it as much as i do and also like i tagged kessaichi in something recently but it didn’t notify her at all so when the tagging system gets wonky it makes me even more worried and just b l e h :|

but i really should remember that it’s okay to let people know i made something for them or something made me think of them and i appreciate the reassurance. thank you for being so great [hugs]

dancersofdestxny replied: *hugs* You are so, so important and take all the time you need to focus on real life. I 100% understand and I always get that kind of anxiety like I'm annoying people too, you're not alone and Ily so much you're not a shitty friend *hugs*

thank you so much kira you’re so sweet and it makes me happy that you think i’m such a good friend it really does ♥ i’m so sorry you deal with anxiety over this stuff too. it’s bullshit but it’s nice to know that somebody can relate

spectralmelon replied: hello friend, just want to let you know that it feels a bit different when i don't see you on my dash. take care and be well <3

that’s seriously sweet omfg thank you mei ;v; that means so much and thank you for the well wishes [hugs]

kessaichi replied: I'm sorry you felt like that but I'm glad you took a break when you felt you need it. Your health is more important. I hope your project is coming along well and feel better soon! Your a great friend *hugs*

thank you so much lay ♥ ♥ ♥ i feel like breaks are needed from tumblr every now and again esp when you’re on it every single day and you get so absorbed into it. i feel this way a lot and it ties in with me being a jealous person which i absolutely despise about myself and it’s just awful all around. i know i tag you in a lot of posts and i’m really sorry for always doing that. i’m sure it’s annoying ;; thank you for the good luck though and for always being here

[darkicedragon]

spectralmelon replied to your photo:‘Kentas… Get your ass off me.’ ‘Kekeke, maybe he...

what if m-21 tried rubbing his belly? unless kentas is immune to belly scratches?

[You’re rubbing my chest? I’ll rubs yours too!]

‘Dammit!’

Tao’s laughing his ass off in the corner.

[sternbilder]

steamgoat replied to your post “all my google searches recently have been like “how long does it take...”

awww hon i would give u lessons if u lived closer!

elie the road is a frightening place pls hold me ;___;

spectralmelon replied to your post “all my google searches recently have been like “how long does it take...”

any chance that you can carpool with someone? because I'm totally with you about not getting behind the wheel. I also will do whatever it takes to not drive ��

hmm maybe, i always forget that’s an option?? i feel kind of awkward burdening someone with that tho bc i feel like it’s supposed to be a mutually beneficial thing but if i’m never the one driving i’ll just feel like i’m mooching off of someone??

[bardiicinspiration]

the fool, the emperor, the tower :D

already answered the fool!!

the emperor: what are some names that you like?

just in general?? uuuhh. i tend to really like plant names. so like. any flowery names or stuff like sage, ivy, etc. i also really like the name jesse??

the tower: favorite colors to wear?

black bc it makes me feel edgy(TM)