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[graunblida]

@speispy​ sent: “How was I supposed to know?” / star wars verse

          the knight was in disbelief, and if lexa was being honest, it was hard for her to come to terms with this as well. discovering that one was much closer to an enemy than what seemed possible was....jarring to say the least. “ i didn’t see the signs at first either, “ she paused, mind REELING from processing all the new information. “ but now it makes sense, “ Why the pair were so drawn to one another. How wherever one went, the other soon followed. It explained the strange instances in which the warrior felt another’s presence even though no one else was in the vicinity. how from time to time, she could feel two entirely different climates at once. a BOND had been forged between them through the force. “ i just can’t understand why it happened...” she looked at echo, hoping to discern any of their inner thoughts or emotions. 

[emorality]

@speispy​​   ╱   ❝   you brought a sword with you  ----  ❞   it’s always peaked her curiosity,   wondering if it was sentimental or if it was just what she had.  she’s never been part of any community on the ground;  most of her own training hadn’t pertained to any certain weapon,  so she wonders about echo now.  ❝  was that your weapon? ❞

[seamiracle]

❝   THEY  HARNESSED  MY  RAGE,  AND  TAUGHT  ME  IT  WAS  NOBILITY.   ❞

@speispy​​  ♡’d

[portectorisms-a]

@speispy​ said: ❝ you put your arm around me and i literally felt my knees buckle, this is so pathetic. ❞

     Bellamy doesn’t stop the small smirk that lifts the left corner of his lips. He doesn’t stop the way it makes his eyes light up in amusement at her words or the way it warms his chest to see her in such a state when she does. He takes this moment to drink her in. To reach out and let calloused fingertips rest gently upon her skin. To brush his thumb gently over her cheek, down toward her lower lip. To let his eyes drink in hers and that feeling that she gives him. The feeling of warmth. Of comfort. Of home. Because at the end of the day, he may have let his family grow, but his home will always be two people. Not a place. Not a building with a roof over his head. Not a sense of comfort. But two people who make him feel a way, differently, respectively so, that he cannot place into words. After all, Bellamy never really expected to ever quite understand what the word love had meant. “Oh yeah?’ His smirk shifts, a small grin taking hold of his features. “Wanna tell me more about those feelings you got when I hold you in my arms?”

[doomdays-a]

❝  i didn’t want to come back. ❞   his voice is quiet,  almost unsure  ---  because he never wanted to admit it out loud to anyone else;  he didn’t want people to feel like he was holding them back.  he wants what his family wants;  he wants them to be happy,  he wanted them to feel excited about their return to earth  ----  but monty wasn’t.  returning to earth meant returning to the place he had lost his family and then himself.  returning to earth meant uncovering all the pain he so badly wanted to believe he had worked through.  

they found peace on the ring.  he found family again on the ring.  he was terrified of losing that so easily to the ground  ----  he had hope he’d be wrong,  but that slipped away all too easily as they were thrust into war yet again as soon as they stepped feet on the ground.

❝ i didn’t want to tell anyone. ❞   he didn’t want to stop anyone from feeling their own sense of hope.  ❝  and now----   ❞   now all his worst fears have come true,  and as he sits here with one of his closest friends,  he worries that his family is feeling that ache too.  his head lifts,  eyes looking over to echo as he brings his hand over to her shoulder,  resting against it gently.  ❝  are you okay?  being back here again,  in all of this  .  .  .  how are you handling it?  ❞

🚀 ╱ @speispy​​

[learnednothing]

@speispy liked this post for a lyric starter!          ♫ elevated by state champs .

❝   if you want to be free , i can't be the one to make you believe .   ❞

[thclcstgirl]

@speispy​ gets a starter teaching fox to fight smart 

She landed on her ass again and this time, when she pushed up from the ground she didn’t put herself back in front of Echo and instead violently started to unwrap her knuckles and stomp toward the cup of water to the side. “I give up!” She snapped. “I can’t do this, I’ve never been able to do this, I’m never going to be able to do this!” She wanted an excuse ( her bones had once been an excuse she’d hated, they were healed now if never the same again ) as much as she wouldn’t use one if she had it. “I can’t fight hand to hand, I’m not big enough or strong enough and no amount of practicing is going to change that.” And that was how you won, as far as she could tell. You were either big enough and strong enough to overpower your enemy, or you used guns, like the Arkers had. 

She wanted to be able to protect herself, but it seemed so impossible sometimes that she became her own worst enemy. 

[guiltey2]

@speispy​  sent  ‘  💔  ’  for  an  angst  starter  based on  #48.    48  -   your  muse  comes  to  mine  after  being  assaulted. .

    it’s  late  ,  but  not  nearly the  first  time  that  she’s  been  woken  out  of  a  sleep  by  a  knock  on  her  door  ,  someone urgently  needing  medical attention  that  couldn’t wait  till  morning. she’s  used  to  functioning  on  few  hours  of  sleep  and  she  rarely  minds.   still  she  grumbles to  herself  as  she  rolls  out  of  bed  ,  ❛      ━  coming.    ❜    she  yells  towards  the  door  ,  quickly  smoothing out  her  hair  before  pulling the  door  open.  lips  part  in  a  soundless  gasp  ,  eyes  widening  ever  so  slightly.   ❛        echo  .  .  .  what  happened ?      come  inside.     ❜