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badnews-for-brainwork replied to your post: STOP REBLOGGING THAT PHOTOSET OF JARED AND THE LION CUB BECAUSE HONESTLY IT'S MAKING ME WANT TO KILL SOMEONE

wat

spikeschilde621 replied to your post: STOP REBLOGGING THAT PHOTOSET OF JARED AND THE LION CUB BECAUSE HONESTLY IT'S MAKING ME WANT TO KILL SOMEONE

waitwat?

http://saltgunner-.tumblr.com/post/24501398113/100-pictures-of-jared-padalecki-35-38-100 that post.  I've seen that post on my dash five times today.  And I get so irrationally jealous of Jared it makes me want to kill someone.  I want to meet a lion.  And I called the NC zoo and they don't do lion meetings because they don't have a trainer good enough.  I legit was prepared to pay a ridiculous sum of money because I want to fucking meet a lion you guys don't know.  

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spikeschilde621 submitted: 

Last year I was going through some shit.  I was never one to journal because i’ve always felt like it’s talking to yourself.  So i wrote these letters to Misha.  i told him things that i never thought i’d say to anyone, just because it was easier than writing to myself, or even worse, to no one.

From July to October, i wrote about 25 letters, and i kept reading them over and over again, just devastated that my words were still so unimportant to everyone but myself.  i needed a connection to someone, i needed more than this.

so when TorontoCon rolled around, i put the letters that were most important to me in an envelope and gave them to him.

i don’t even know if he ever read them.

but in the end, it doesn’t really matter because it made me realize who i am.  I was suddenly more sure of myself and able to make decisions better than i ever had in my life.  

and then my dad died.

not that it was any big thing to me, we were not close, but the situation threw his sister back into my life.  I told her about the decisions i had been able to make over the past few months, but didn’t know how to execute them.  I told her i needed something other than all this, and she suggested the Navy.  Two days later, my husband enlisted, and 6 months after that he shipped out.  Now i wait.  I have no idea what the future holds for us, but for the 1st time in my life, I’m excited.  

When i say that Misha changed my life, it’s not bullshit, I mean it.  And if nothing else, this experience has taught me how to write to husband while he’s away.

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spikeschilde621 replied to your post: In English, I'm writing a biography on Misha

i would LOVE to read that.

Really? It's not that interesting, it's mostly still written like it was on the internet, and a 3 picture header of Misha. I might upload it, see if the fandom think it's accurate enough. :L 

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