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[mubthemoff]

This is. Something for sure.

[madmadmilk]

what kind of stuff did she tell you abt tom & co. tho?? i’m so interested in this whole storyline lmao

okay this is a really rough timeline because i don’t have our message thread anymore. if it doesn’t make sense, it’s cos it didn’t make any fucking sense 😂✌🏼(gonna refer to that person as ‘the anon’. everyone else will just get a first initial. if you know, u know lol)

okay here we go:

someone asked me if t was circumcised. my american ass said ‘yes’. everyone corrects me, but SPECIFICALLY 🥳 anon. she said she really knew him and told us some spicy details. we all were like :OO and i told them to DM me. she did.

she said to keep it all lowkey when she messaged–– she’s tom’s gf. they met on set of FFH through Z. Z was a good friend of hers and Z set them up together. through gossip, she realized that T and Z dated. she didn’t want to get in the middle of it–– so she SLEEPS with HARRY. (???) her and tom become a thing anyway.

between telling me all that, she just shares intimate details of what tom is like............ specifically of what he’s like in bed. she would always message me about what you guys would say about tom, and ‘talk down’ at us, while.... looking with us?? what?

whenever tom would show up in LA in 2018 she said that it was because Z missed him and wanted to see him. the anon said she wasn’t a jealous person, but that Z was so 'annoying’ she had to block her name on tumblr tags. she said half my blog was blocked for her lol. she wouldn’t ‘tell’ me anything specific about Z besides the fact that Z was clingy

she told me that she went with them to Europe when they were filming, mostly for work cos she helped on set. she was really awkward with harry but everyone else was cool. she was ‘there’ in bali when he did a bunch of press, and claimed to be in photos.

then she reblogged so much FROM YOU GUYS and wrote secrets in the tags omg... 

(this is where things get fuzzier for me) so remember when those pap pics came out with tom and O? she posted about it. and i was like ‘girl 👀’. and she told me that O was just a friend that tom went out with to distract everyone from who he was REALLY dating. the anon was worried about how she would be perceived by the media so they opted to do that.

the anon stayed with tom whenever he came to the states, but wasn’t able to fully be with him during ‘cherry.’ when they filmed in ohio, she went there a few times.... and they.... did mollly together? she said tom had a bad trip? that’s why he looked so tired etc. etc. (??)

lol i met tom at a comic con and was like 🥰 and she was like “he doesn’t remember you lmao”. and that’s kinda when i stopped entertaining her lol 

she would continue to message me on and off about my posts, wondering about me and my boyfriend and my life. she kinda fizzled out earlier this year..........

during the beginning of the US lockdown she said that she was unemployed and might be evicted. i felt sorry for her because that could very much be real.  i told her to ask tom for help, and she said she didn’t like asking for help. but ultimately, ‘tom’ bought her tickets to stay with him in his home. she talked about the sex they would have and how awkward it would be to have harry there. lol.

i was like ok whatever makes u happy

but the thing that made her stop talking to me.... was that she revealed that in the very beginning of all this....... she messaged me on a second account about ‘the 🥳 anon’. she wanted to see if i would talk to someone who didn’t have ‘as much clout’ as her ‘tom holland’s gf’ account. and she said that i gave her small replies. 

i  said ‘idk what to think about that. it’s weird.’

and she never replied back.

i hope she’s okay though! she’s a real person!

but also honey i’ve been knew about your second account lol. you had the same name and changed to to look like mine 😂

those are like the main... points of what we’ve talked about for the past 2 years. lol

[gandalfthegreyt]

“You Wonder What His Name Was”

If he really was evil at heart

Will we be okay

Why can’t we calm down

Why

Can’t I calm down

And forgive

And be better

Or capable

How are other people capable

And moving and doing and

Turning rocks into satellites

For generations and

Diamonds into phones

That burn holes in our pockets

And cut conditions

In the way we

Do

And isn’t it cruel that phones

Still try

To reach the dead they

Snuggle against,

Shouting deaf

“I love you’s”

From denim straight jackets.

And the suffocating reality is

You wonder

Out of fear, not

Belief,

And that you don’t believe

Anything

At all anymore.

You stand on your cheek and

You hold the Earth down like

Nitty

Gritty

Nothing.

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[madmadmilk]

What was the rudest thing she said 👀👀👀👀

lol after i met our dude last year, i was like ~wow, what would she say if i told her~ and sis... she did not hold back lmao

lol that shit hurted ngl 😂😂😂💀😂🤡😧😔✌🏼

[madmadmilk]

omg pleaseeee spill the tea i’ve had a horrible day and i’d love some fun gossip to take my mind off it 😅

sorry you’ve been having a bad day babe!! i hope it clears up for you soon 🌈✨ but till then? if you stay on here.... oh boy, you’re in for it. the tea i’m about to share......

*big inhale*

let’s just say that for the past two years, i’ve been messaging with someone on tumblr who has claimed to be tom holland’s gf. time stamps, wild stories, coincidences, all that good stuff. annnnnd they’ve recently deleted their accounts now so–– 😗✌🏼

[madmadmilk]

looooooooool i just noticed something––––––––

and i wanna spill tea on something that’s been going on, but i don’t wanna be mean. but it’s kinda bonkers–– but i don’t wanna be mean. uhhhhhhhhh

the moral struggle lol. we’ll see