There’s you, two of your friends, a bottle or two of whiskey, a case of thirty (just in case), and pack of smokes in this old room
Your screaming over the top of your lungs at each other, because none of you want to be the one that turns the volume down;
-Not on such serenades, ballads, and attacks as are on this playlist-
unless its to break just to crank your own guitars for a spin;
And speak wishfully of bands and women, of either this name or that-
all pretend, though not quite in some weird fairyland
It might as well be a well-packed concert hall in here, but its just the three of you
in a tired old house that’s seen one too many of these
You shout over shots of whiskey, debating the ins and outs of each band, each song,
sometimes way too strongly, but that’s just the whiskey
Or it could be what everyone is suppressing inside; the things each of you gathered here to escape or at the very least, suppress.
It could be the anger, not so safely harbored just beneath the shells, the masks you all three wear-masks that read “over it” with pizza stains
you down another shot, and spark up a smoke- the three of you at once, All for one, and one for all.
-Then you repeat the process until the first of you falls
You’re celebrating nothing, but here’s to pretending- at least until morning
when the three of you wake, and proceed to breakfast over hangovers and swollen lips
And memories -half drowning.