@splatteredfingersâ sent: â  this  wonât  last  forever .  nothing  ever  lasts  forever .  â
âYeah. It will stop when I fucking die.â Alex is not in the best of moods today, to put it politely. Getting back home is a great achievement, considering the fact that three months ago everyone was convinced he wasnât going to make it, but Alex isnât just content with being home. Thereâs no way heâs making it back to race for this season, and that really pisses him off. Against his doctorsâ advice, heâs ventured out, and even making it down the stairs has caused him an unbelievable amount of pain. Alex leans against the wall, teeth gritted in agony. âI asking myself all the time, whatâs the point that I lived, but Iâm like this. Like---â He shrugs his shoulders, trying to find the words. âBroken.â




















