“I hate you. You lied to me. I was a kid. You promised you’d keep me safe and then you make a deal with Azazel. Yeah, it saved dad’s life but I’ll tell you something else that happened. Because on November 2, 1983 old yellow eyes came waltzing into Sammy’s room because of your deal. You left us. Alone. ‘Cause dad was just a shell; his perfect wife gone, our perfect mum, the perfect family...was gone. And i... I had to be more just a brother. I had to be a father and I had to be a mother to keep him safe. And that wasn’t fair. And I couldn’t do it. And you wanna know how that was like? The killed the girl that he loved; he got possessed by Lucifer; they tortured him in hell; and he lost his soul... is soul. All because of you, all of it was because of you. I hate you. I hate you. And I lve you ‘cause I can’t, I can’t help it: you are my mum and I understand because I’ve made deals to save the ones I love more than once. I forgive you. I forgive you for all of it. Everything.” (Dean to Mary)
12x22 Who We Are
