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[unchartedmindofmadness]

12.8.2017

Emotional Unavailability.

Being by yourself allows you to do all the things you’ve wanted.

Lonewolf.

Scripted company is fraudulent.

Do you want a real or fake life?

Pretending is only playing: While living is praying. My soul sings from an incomprehensible language. “Don’t wake me I’m not dreaming.” - Past Lives

Home can only be one place.

I spin, eyes closed, smiling face with my hands in the air to the sun, the moon, the stars && space in gratitude of His grace. For He has given me more than I could dream.

When falsification meets itself all it sees is a mirrored life.

I create my own happiness. Tear away the anger. Uproot the pain. Discover the trauma. When the smoke cleared I could finally see I stand alone.

Your lies puncture your heart one by one thousand.

Who you say you are && are create copious contradictions.

Don’t you want to be seen.

Hiding is hell. Shining is smiling from the home that is within.

When you look at me what do you see?

The world sees me raw and I am too busy to read the reviews.

I will sing and dance and play and breathe and paint and write and scream profanities from the depths of my soul.

I am patient, I am kind, I am raw and real, unapologetically so.

This is for me.

My aura radiates self love and self acceptance reguardless of comment.

Calculated, you have a 2% of finding duplication. If you find her out there, bring her home, I’d like to love her too.

Never found someone strong enough to lean upon.. the sheer weight of the trauma in my hands is too much to endure. Your gestures are appreciated. You wouldn’t be able to find my shoes to walk in them. Try an hour inside my thoughts and explain to me how to speak. Everything I need lays within.

Surround yourself with humans starving for their 15 of fame or stand with someone dancing in accidental limelight. The reflection coming out through the kaleidoscope that is my vision is the iridescence of pure unadulterated love. SWiest

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[deafeningechoesofsilence]

You were the reason I was able to get off antidepressants but you're also the reason I got back on them.

deafeningechoesofsilence

[areyouloe]

"No Rules to the Game, so I'm Taking it All" | @l.o.e_c.a.p of #theLivingorExisting at the @rawartists show in Brooklyn | #spokenword #spokentruths #liveperformance #art #poetry #PowerofThought | #Create (at The Wick)

[areyouloe]

There's a difference btwn What you Want, and What this World Needs.. | Sha Rico of #theLivingorExisting at the @rawartists show in Brooklyn | #spokenword #spokentruths #liveperformance #art #poetry #PowerofThought | #Create (at The Wick)

[thackerybinxx]

58

dominant mostly :)

[bookofobu]

My thoughts on WOMEN

In my two decades of life,  I've had the privilege to have my existence endowed with the presence of truly extraordinary women. First the woman who bore me into this world; her love and compassion, her resilience, ferocity and faith is what makes her admirable. My three sisters, her daughters all inherited some of these qualities from her in someway. The youngest one(also my closest friend) has a heart soaked with compassion and joy, the middle one has extreme resilience that is almost mind boggling, and her oldest daughter seems to be a carbon copy of her mother in more ways than one! My aunts and female cousins; to know my mother's mama is to know the origins of these fine attributes.

My paternal sister or my "younger half" is truly special; from her prodigy like abilities in the arts to her unyielding fortitude and untainted love.

To this beautiful young lady from the city of New York that once asked for my autograph, she challenged me to think differently from the very start and right to this day she makes me feel that I can accomplish any and all things.

To the first girl I pursued and was turned down by not 1, not 2 , but ≤ 3 times.

To the first girl that I loved: her humbleness, her trust, her caresses and her love.

To the last lady that I truly desired to love, but wasn't allowed to.

To the involuntary night visions of  having a wife and my very own daughter someday...

All of these women are and will be at the very forefront of the evolution of the man that I am to become. All of these people have taught me about life in their very own unique ways, and I look forward to learning more from the ones who are yet to arrive!

Some men will admit that women are their weakness; for me it has been proven time and time again that women has made me stronger! It goes without saying that I am truly grateful.

Men, respect the women in your lives; for we may be "kings", but they're G-d's gift to humanity...

-O'Brian Mar'Konash

DF