#spydr

[fawkesheart12]

My friends always say that if I want traction or for my art to be recognized I need to find the right platform and post often

IVE BEEN ON

EVERY

PLATFORM

IMAGINABLE

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME

[danganww]

Fatality File #3

Victim - Chisana Ichimatsu Body location - The Café Regal Time of death - 10:07 AM Cause of death - Cervical Fracture Time of discovery - 11:34 AM Body discoverers - Naomi, Keiko, Kiryuu

[spydr]

it was 2AM last night, i tried to force myself to draw something.  i had no idea what to draw and just made it up as i went along.  i haven’t been doing any art lately, i don’t do anything i used to love because of the depression and PTSD.  colored it this morning. 

https://www.deviantart.com/spydrxiii/art/Can-t-Put-That-Lie-Back-In-Your-Mouth-760554637?ga_submit_new=10%3A1534905164

[fawkesheart12]

Alastors meeommy.

She is very mwah ❤️

I decided to make her a deer to match Alastor and also because I feel like she'd be compared to a mother deer (very cautious/protective/aware and caring, etc.) And I decided to make her be in a constant state of crying or tearing up (contrasting alastor) because she misses her son alot and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah that's it idk man *shrug*

Also her antlers are in the shape of a heart and are her halo (forgot to make them glowy oops)

Do with that what you will

[fawkesheart12]

Vladdy boo bear!! Hes so pookie wookie silly skrunkly mwah mwah mwah!! 😋

[fawkesheart12]

A small bird that appeared in my dream?

My dream was... err

It was, interesting to say the least. Wasn't a nightmare this time but it was weird. It was the usual "shopping" dream I keep having where I'm in a store with all the stuff I could possibly ask for but I'm never able to buy anything for one reason or another. This time however it started in an arcade and I had like, three tickets and they were used Ike money? Like uhh idk ermrkf. Anyways, it switches up to some store where I'm browsing and keep back tracking through the same scenes for some reason and the store is very weird, like uhm. Idk. It's mostly stocked with stuffed animals or toys or art supplies, alot of fabrics and blankets for some reason-

And uhhh they had this section that's like the pet section at a store but all the cages were SUPER small and dense and they had ones for birds but they were just these small shelves, didn't even have any windows or a cage even, but none of the birds flew out??

Uhhh yeah idk smth about capitalism 💁‍♂️

Anyways, this one bird caught my eye, the one I drew, and it seemed go bond with me pretty easily and we have some. connection or whatever.

And the shelves also had these little booklets where you can see what the best season (?) Or tempeture is best to buy a specific bird? Okay lmao? And it had all sorts of other guides and whatever and I panicked not being able to find a cage or food for the bird I choose and theeen I woke up. It was. Yeah.

Not the weirdest dream I've ever had but it was definitely the norm for me. Just made me think a bit.

In a guide book I checked out, it had the name of the bird on it and I can't exactly remember it (writing this a whole day after my dream so UHHH) but it was something like "great king" or "king ____" like, a normal ass bird name that had two words in it, idk. Like, great robin or whatever idk.

But yeah, err I just, idk. This is the first dream I've ever had (to my knowledge) that had an animal in it what wasn't one of my dead cats

Oh yeah, I have alot of dreams where my cats are in them. Idk if that's important but hm yay ghost cats in my dreams 👍

Also, the only real life birds I can compare the bird in my dream to is one's like wrens, sparrows, pheobes, etc. It was speckled and very small, like a chickadee or smth but it was also like, super sweet ???

Idk man 🧍‍♂️ wanted to rant

[fawkesheart12]

MINIONS GO FOLLOW MY EPIC SUPER SWAG TWITTER

[fawkesheart12]

Hey guys!! A bit of a more serious post;

So I've done some research and figured out that the term w-ndigo is a term not to be used lightly and I'm not allowed to say it. Now! Since Skeloak, one of my fursonas, was originally a w-ndigo, I need to find a new species for them. Give me suggestions!!

Yuh