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YEAH MY BEAUTY IS ENDLESS

Me and my bestie talking about followers

Me: I lost 2 followers :c

Bestie: ive been stuck with 277 followers for 100 years

Me: oh so you've been living for over 100 years? when were you planing to share this information? I could have treated you like my great grandma. Grandmommy Ale, how are you today? "Shut up you fucking noob, look at this post tho lol"

Bestie: me. ME IM AL UG. IM LAUGHIGN SO GOD DAMN HARD FRICKLE

#spys-head #too funny to not share

Here's the thing

I've been recently cheated on (by recently I mean, 4 days ago) and I feel horrible. That's not all, an old friend of mine got in contact with me, (I used to like him like, so much :3) and we started talking and I actually felt So gosh darn happy, he said I was the one he's been looking for all this time, and that he really liked me and he wanted to be in a relationship with me. Yesterday, precisely; he says he's moving to New York and he feels bad, but I really like him, so I cheer him up and I told him that it would be nice to hang out and make memories before he leaves, starting by coming to my house and playing Mortal Kombat and talking and watching movies and eating munchies, all that stuff. Before I say goodnight (last night) I feel like something's off, that something's not gonna end well, so I leave and go to my room and all of a sudden.... I START SOBBING, SCREAMING, CRYING, YELLING, THROWING MYSELF TO THE FLOOR; all of my past flashed in my head, my ex, what I have done wrong, mistakes, all those negative thoughts just run through my head. So I think about running away from home, I grab my jacket and open the front door... I can't, I couldn't, I just stay outside for a while staring at the stars with my blurry vision and get back inside, still screaming and sobbing, until eventually. somehow, I run out of tears, I can't cry anymore, even though I want to so bad, I can't, I just fell asleep. This morning, I feel pretty normal, I guess I got what was locked inside, out of my chest and my dad made me breakfast for the first time in so many years <3 He made me pancake with scrambled eggs with cheese on top and 2 slices of fried ham, iT WAS AMAZING. THEEEEN, I cook Italian Pasta for me and my bro for when he gets out of college, I get on facebook... WORST MISTAKE EVER. I noticed My friend, that I like, that is moving to New York, is not in my online friend list, so I try to look for him and I can't find him, I get all worried that he deleted his facebook because of his mood swings, so I just wait until 8 p.m to see if he opens his account again... It doesn't happen. So I wondered, *he couldn't have just deleted it without first saying why, or calling me or anything) So, I tell one of my home gurls to see if she finds him, and she did. So it turns out, the guy that "liked me" that "wanted to be with me" that "cared about me deeply" blocked me... There you have it, two depressing days in a row... and now, I feel like getting drunk.

My heart feels broken...

#spys-head #worst days ever #I'm still crying and sobbing and screaming into my pillow #I can't hold this