#squishmelo

[oldcoyote]

aswiftsunrise replied to your post:

one breathe at a time ❤️ I’m so sorry it wasn’t better news

💛 i will try

squishmelo replied to your post:

I just came here to check on you and see how things went. Thinking about you and sending you spoons and love. I hope that even if you dont have the strength to get up right now, you have enough to eat at least. Everything else can wait but you need your strength to deal with all this and keep going. It’s not time yet to return to life and worry about getting up/returning. Take your time. Just keep hydrated where you can, even if it’s hard. Let yourself rest ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i keep losing track of the days i haven't really gotten out of bed i just keep slipping in and out of sleep. my head hurts a lot from the crying and probably bc i haven't eaten or drank much since the diagnosis which i think was two days ago? i will try to move today if i can

[hawkelf]

TRICK OR TREAT!! ₍𝄐⩌𝄐₎

Oh shoot is that what day it is one sec I totaly--

*obvious pantry and fridge rummaging*

Here this is like. Both?

[owlmylove]

[littleprince1875]

Stuffie adoption

Please let me know if you would like to welcome one of these precious babies into your heart and home

When you request to adopt one be sure to let me now what their new name is and promise to give them plenty of attention, keep them safe and clean, be gentle with them, celebrate their birthday, and to give them plenty of love

[oldcoyote]

squishmelo replied to your ask:

Thank you for your response. I stopped reading the ask after a few sentences because it was so gross and fatphobic, disguised as a person with a savior complex on thinking theyre being “helpful”.

yeah i don't think some people even realize how they sound, it's so exhausting sometimes to have to listen to stuff that's so unaware and unpleasant

[oldcoyote]

16!! If I may.

Also. Also also.

If i may to the nth degree. A sunset or pretty cloud.

16 - something i wear all the time - i was torn between my watch or my necklace but i decided to go with the necklace, which i never really take off! it's the Agust D D-Day guitar pick army/bangtan necklace, one side is the BTS logo (which is the side i usually have up), the other side is the Army logo 💜

and i absolutely will get a lovely sunset or cloud picture later on today! it's just still the dark of the morning here so there's no way to get one right now, but i'll tag you when i post one 💛

Put a number in my ask box and I’ll post a photo

[oldcoyote]

squishmelo replied to your post:

Ooo what switches do you use? I had a really cute setup but accidentally bought blue ones and the sound started grating on me too much :(

OKAY so the oldest keyboard you see there is the top one which is my Royal Kludge RK61 and it came with brown (tactile) switches, as did my Royal Kludge M75 (the blue one) and both of them are a delight to type on but not my absolute favorites

the second one down is my Epomaker x Aula and that came with LEOBOG Reaper (linear) switches, and they're probably my least fave of the ones i have, but i looove the way the keyboard looks with the new keycaps

the third one with the pink gradient is my Mechlands Aula and it came with Dream Sakura (linear) switches and again, not as good as the browns or the last one which isss -

my pink heart keyboard, my absolute FAVORITE keyboard to type on for creamy, delicious thockyness, which is my Yunzii B75 Pro and it came with Milk V2 (linear) switches and they just second to none for sure

i definitely recommend tactile or linear switches if the clicky (blue) switches are too irritating! i cannot stand clicky switches either, so i feel you

[oldcoyote]

kselavie replied to your post:

still the prettiest face on tumblr (more than okay for your 40s, i look 70 compared to you 🥲)

aw i doubt that's true, love! and you're being v kind lmao i am definitely far from that!

aswiftsunrise replied to your post:

you look so good!! skin is glowing 😍

thank you! that's the flare-up lmao it makes me go pink in the face

squishmelo replied to your post:

WHAT DO YOU MEAN 40S???? That face is between 27-33???? Well now I would like the skincare list 😭😭😭😮😮😮

ooh i love to talk about my skincare stuff bc i am obsessed with it right now so i'll throw a cut here for anybody who doesn't want me spamming their dash with it

SO basically i do my skincare over the course of the morning slowly as kind of a self meditation thing, and again at night, but here are the products i'm currently using!

when i first wake up: the ordinary glycolic acid mediheal madecassoside blemish pads

after my morning shower: cosrx salicylic acid daily gentle cleanser round lab 1025 dokdo toner torriden dive in serum goodal vita-c dark spot care serum heveblue salmon caring centella cream <- HOLY GRAIL STUFF mixsoon bean sun serum*

before bed: numbuzin no 9 nad bio lifting essence retrieve tretinoin 0.05 <- SECOND HOLY GRAIL la roche posay cicaplast baume b5 moisturiser

* i also use a high spf lip balm all day every day! sunscreen is SUPER vital for avoiding fine lines and damage, and while i usually use the skin1004 waterfit sun serum i'm currently on the mixsoon because the loves of my life (Jimin & Jungkook) use it lol