🔙 // push my muse against a wall . / from any of my babies!!
aggression or sexual tension meme + @srpntloyalty
They push, they pull, until they’re all worn out. It’s the game that they meet with savage grins and a lifetime of knowing, how being with each other seems to feel like it’s the first time, every time. Maybe it’s the thrill that they’ve got a SECOND CHANCE at this, between the pain that they’ve caused each other, the second hand glances, cast, over girlfriends that they thought could fill the void of each other. Josie, who took to hiding him the way she had, and Cheryl, who felt her a better vessel for her pain than a living person. It makes each touch, sweeter, each moment, hotter, as they kiss against her apartment door, a feral pulling of her teeth as the key, snaps, into place, and they tumble inside.
It’s a growl from one of them in the dark, as they fumble within this studio space, she’s unhooked her skirt, he’s pulled off his sweater. Jackets littered somewhere with the only light coming in front the hallway beneath that slip under the door, their laughter that mixes in a colourful sham. Her nails dig into his back and leave marks, but he’ll leave her bruised at the column of her neck, A SIGH, that first touch of cold hands on warm flesh, and Toni feels herself coming to life within it all. They smoke usually, afterwards, as if all the rage and sadness and worry’s been drained out from their feet in their aftermath. Talk about the future, the Southside, what hurt them today, in their ongoing campaign against the world.
He slams her back against the wall, she kisses him hard, as if he’s due to go – don’t leave, don’t leave, they’re all they have of each other now, with the gang in fragments, and each other, their only reminder of HOME. “I fucking love you.” the words breathed, out, as she laughs around chapped lips and her shoes manage to be peeled off, she’s eager, and in the dark she can barely make him out, tall, towering, and deserving of all good things that she’s never known to share until now. “And don’t you forget it.”
