#srry guise

[billyraevalentine]

Only 90s and 2000s pics from now on. No text posts.

[spnkrobert-blog]

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[hautepants]

Oh nooooo!

I haven't posted art two days in a row! 0: Sorry people, if anyone is actually following my art stuff. I'll return to posting today.

[kirstengillibrand]

make me choose → annieedisons asked: Parks & Recreation or The Mindy Project

[mysticfallsgang]

apology letters for those crying on happy elena saturday for my sad elena post...i sorry...

[hartnett]

im really sorry for this spam guys i usually stay away for this fandom's endless ~dramas~ but this time i just couldn't resist because honestly leave stiles fucking alone leave everyone fucking A L O N E create your show with your own characters and do whatever the fuck you want duh????¿¿?

[excusemeforiamtheocean]

You know you're on another level of your relationship when you send eachother pics of yourselfs sitting on the toilet and congratulate each other on that accomplishment

[ioughttobechief]

Ranting at myself about theatre/school, oops. you can ignore this

not any one of the kids i'm friends with right now in rl can understand how much even just going in and asking for a script frightens me, because it just does omg. 

but it looks like i might just have to do that, because thats the only way i'm going to find monologues, and being the stubborn me, i don't even wanna do that in the first place.

i'm legitimately terrified of going in and asking for anything because i don't think i would get much help. and i don't want to go up and perform anything i've found for anyone, because i feel i'm just going to get disappointed looks from the teacher, because they're not from published plays, or contemporary, or anything like that. because that's all i have time for.

especially when i'm juggling two majors, both pulling me in very opposite directions, being forced to spend so much time at home because i have to help my family take care of my nephew, but i have to do everything by their schedule.

and every time i can't find the time to do homework my mother looms over my head telling me that the one assignment i miss will cause my scholarships to go away, so it's like omg, can't i get a break?

and then we all have to have hours for shop, and i can't even find the time to do that, because i'm such a perfectionist with all of my art, that i never seem to think that it's good enough for anything, and i have to get all that done, and i'm going to be in school for more years than i planned, and i have to pay for it all myself, and my family doesn't even have money in the first place, and i can't even find a job around town, because who would want to hire someone without a car, but i need that money to BUY a car, so i can go places, but i haven't gotten over my fear of driving at all. 

and then once i get home literally all i can do is sit on my ass and do nothing, because i have no money to buy scripts, or sheet music, or even art supplies, because i know if i ask my parents it'll drain all of their money, and i pretty much just wish i was actually good at what i do but i'm not, and then yeah.

pretty much i'm just a mess right now, and oops. 

rant is over bai.