Dec 14, 2017
Being in a room surrounded by a bunch of little kids and their parents I don’t know is ˢᴼ good for my anxiety
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Being in a room surrounded by a bunch of little kids and their parents I don’t know is ˢᴼ good for my anxiety
So I went to the doctors today to find out was was wrong with my hearing and I found out I have a ear infections in both ears. @~@
Explains why I can hear shit and how things sound far away/in another room
It's only 10:30 pm and my dash is dead. No one is on and is sleeping. Dead, Empty, Vacant...
You know what hit home really hard today? When my last hour teacher said, "Have a nice life", as the last thing when everyone exited their room. They didn't say, "See you tomorrow" or "Don't forget this and this for tomorrow", just "Have a nice life." Then it hit me, like really truly hit me. I wasn't coming back to their classroom for the rest of the year and I would no longer be attending that school for the rest of the year. I'm fucking ᴳᴿᴬᴰᵁᴬᵀᴵᴺᴳ.
That moment when you’re scared to post an art of a character because people keep mistaking them for a different species and then some making fun of them.
When an ex of yours texts you after not speaking to them for almost a full year... Dear god, have mercy on my non existing soul.
Do you ever look up at the sky and stare into the vast nothingness that lies beyond our atmosphere, our made up constellations, our planet, our solar system, and sometimes beyond our own galaxy into other ones?
I do and I can never get over how small we actually are. Like we’re a mere spec among floating dust, hidden black goop, and gas all stuffed into the large cold vacuum that we call space. It leaves the imagination to wander, to ponder, and to create something, anything, to help fill in gaps and missing pieces that we do not yet understand.
Like what’s beyond the farthest quasar? A worm hole. A alternate dimension. Other worlds that far succeed our own technology. Maybe… nothing at all perhaps. It’s all a mystery. A cruel, mocking, and untouchable mystery. It leaves me thinking what could be, what could possibly exist, and if there is an alternate dimension beyond those quasars… I really hope the other me is doing okay and not feeling as tiny as I do.
You know what I’ve never understood?
Nosebleeds. Nosebleeds when a character sees something sexualized, something that turns them on, or a person they’re attracted to.
Like?? Did their brain mentally punch itself into submission to cause it or did they get slammed by this type of invisible force that was emitted from the sexual images/pics/person??
Why not keep it as the blushing madness, them shying away, or being very obvious that they enjoy what the see by expression or body language. I just??? Don’t?? Get it???
And don’t get me started on how much blood that comes flooding out of their noses, geezes fudge.
The only bloody noses I want to see is the ones in friendly duals/matches and fights for honor and death or them being a clumsy lil shit and smacking into walls or tripping and face planting the floor.