this is gonna be a tough post for me to write.
well, to open things up, the blogs that i run as an admin, besides my personal, will be on an indefinite hiatus starting tonight.
the people whom i've recruited as admins for two of the three blogs, while i love them very much, have not been active- i wanted to take a back seat on these blogs, not have them be driven into silence again. now i realize it was probably too much to ask of these beautiful women to do so.
i really, really do love my girls. my recent admins (and even my old ones, though i've been out of contact with some for a while) are very important to me as people. i know they have lives, too, and i don't want to throw these responsibilities on them forcefully.
i just don't think i can carry on with these blogs anymore. i've had some personal issues that have been keeping me un-motivated, including, but not limited to, breaking up with my boyfriend last night.
while the school semester is winding down (only two days left, thank god) and i have a dr who convention to go to this weekend, i'm just not in the right groove for running side blogs anymore. every time i try to come back, i just leave again a day later and not touch them for weeks. it's become a chore more than an enjoyment, and that is all-around not good.
i most definitely will be keeping my personal blog running- being able to post what i want, when i want, is something i can comfortably live with nowadays. my admin blog will stay open for asks, but it's not going to be updated anymore. not like it was really updated at all anyway, but.. you get the picture.
if you do want to come follow me on my personal blog, please send an ask to my inbox here off anon and i will give it to you. i still don't really want my admin activities connected to my personal content.
i hope you guys can understand, and if you do, thank you. i really hope i haven't upset anyone with this. you all know how much i love you, and i'm sorry i can't return that love in the way i used to. you are all wonderful people, and i've enjoyed the time i've spent with all of you.
farewell, and maybe someday, we'll meet here again.
just wanted to mention that i'll be keeping the blogs up as archives, but i will be closing and clearing the ask boxes.