This is what I’m currently dealing with and it also comes with the price of trauma. I will be opened and honest with you all . This wasn’t years ago this was happening to me .Now most of you who have known me for a long time have probably met one of my exes not the secret boyfriend one after him I’m talking about the one who I was with for awhile. Ever since we broken up five years ago he made my life a living hell after from phone calls to blaming me for giving him cancer (which I wasn’t aware of because he was no longer in my life) To then after Having his girlfriends, his buddies, and him threaten to beat me up and kill me through phone and text messages. Only very few friends knew this and only my family.I had to purposely change my number just to be on the safe side. But that’s when the stalking happened . He stalked a few of my neighbors and my old grandparents! I’m telling you it’s been really hard to get out now and days. He was so hotheaded that I change my number and he had the audacity to go around my neighborhood and harass my family members and neighbors. But thankfully when I was out of town and found out that he was arrested not because of stalking he brought a gun to a DMV . That was a weight off my shoulder but it wasn’t over yet . One of his girlfriends had contacted me on here and started doing the same thing threatening to kill me. So I had to block her because I don’t want to deal with that kind trash. Yeah every day I have to be super cautious ,looking over my shoulders every second ,hard to trust people and most importantly dealing with the fear and anxiety that has been sticking with me for a while. It fuckin sucks #ex #stalkerex #stalker #toxicmasculinityruinsthepartyagain #itshard #trauma https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs7uKx7A1V2/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=pzux3dulu5rp












