something something noelle feeling confined into a "girl next door" role wheres shes feminine and academic and sweet and doesnt step out of line, but her search history has way different clothes then she usually wears, and she idolizes people like susie and dess that break their roles and go against expectations especially notably gender expectations, and noelle even being pushed into a hyperfeminine role of being a damsel in distress, the wife, the childhood girlfriend, saved and protected by a knight--noelle lamenting that no one knows how weird SHE is ergo no one really knows her, truly and deeply. she wants to be someone else and feels like shes not allowed. anyway nonbinary noelle is real











