can’t stop thinking about you and bunny walking in the streets of spain; his fingers intertwined with yours, his eyes glimmering like never before. he teaches you how to say words in spanish and kisses you every time you repeat after him because he is absolutely endeared by his estrellita!!!! ⭐️ and he’s happier than he’s ever been because he’s cradling the most precious star in the universe, you
ROMA USER HIGOMORDIDO . . . . . . . . . ;w; ;w; ;w; ;w; ;w; ;w; are you trying to make me cry here??? no its not absolutely working sobs. the thought of him being so happy because of me...... makes me feel so soggy waough TwT TwT TwT its truly all i want really :'3 for him to smile and laugh and live his life full of happiness <333
you when you realize it’s another day of being plagued by the character
IT REALLY IS LIKE THIS THOUGH!!! sometimes i wake up and go about my day as usual but keep getting this weird feeling that somethings missing . . . . . . BOOM im hit with thoughts of him out of nowhere and im thinking abt them for the rest of the day and im like 'ahhh thats what it was' hfjhgfdkgr0865[p9907(&&&^%6vky
duck: hello mystarry i am here to ask/remind you about talking about your weird relationship to touch and/or older brother avoidance in romance 💜 (no pressure ofc!!!)
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MY DUCK!!! <333 again thank you for reminding me and sorry for hoarding this for a little bit hfljgdgdlhgdlg i just wanted to make sure i didn't forgot nods :3
(putting this under a cut bc i got shy rereading it -//////-)
SO! to summarize my avoidance of fictional older brothers in romance its basically bc im not very fond of a partner that will try to control my life in a way that is covered in a 'given' / 'obvious' lens, if that makes sense? even if its not forceful and more gentle guiding, my fur will stand up on end and i'll shut it down immediately. for me, the role of a caregiver in a relationship is given very very very carefully and its something they have to earn so to speak.
it is also related to my desire to do things for my partner that make them happy, which in this case would be incredibly unbalanced bc no matter what i won't ever feel like i can give into them no matter what they do. im an oldest sibling + the eldest daughter, so im incredibly stubborn and am used to doing things myself and etc. anything that clashes with my identity as that makes me feel incredibly protective over it. i can love and relate to and understand older brothers in most media easily, however f/o-wise im never drawn to them bc of everything i said above nods
AND! my weird relationship with touch is like....... i love it but sometimes when it catches me off-guard i feel really on edge. it depends on the person + how close i am with them and where they touched me exactly. another important thing is that its something that comes and goes, so the same person suddenly throwing an arm over my shoulder won't bother me one day, but the next day im freezing up. i would say that the safest bet for me is to come to you on my own terms.
but thats where it gets a little complicated bc i don't exactly Want that all the time yknow? i love when ppl feel comfortable enough to be physically affectionate with me bc to me its a sign of trust and love. its how i show mine most often, but i struggle with receiving it at times if that makes sense. so regarding that, im just very skittish bc its a hot-and-cold kind of deal for a long while. even if my mind decides that it trusts you, my heart and body take much longer to feel safe enough to relax. so ultimately, i believe that it really just depends on the person, the length of time we've known each other, and how fast i unconsciously accept you completely nods
bunny is kinda wicked to you when you are on your period - you tell him embarrassed and meek cuz you think its gonna gross him out but he gives you one of his gentle but chilling smiles shushing you even when you squirm a little to slip his fingers inside, easier for him than ever before to scissor and soothe the aching in your cunt. coos and kisses your warm cheeks because its soooo embarrassing to have your boyfriend touch you like this but bunny reallyyy doesn’t care for your whining rn. he’s just trying to make you feel better and you really should let him yk !!!!!
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........................ do you understand that you just killed me in ten different ways with this? HDFJG5RY'io8[7068785753684w;o][]y5o O/////////////O
i think hes the one who suggests it first and coerces me into trying it out bc i'd be way too embarrassed to bring it up . . . . . . HIM SHUSHING ME AND COOING AT ME AND IGNORING MY WHINES . . . . . . i can't even type any more abt this or i'll explode im so serious like just rereading has me so so so dizzyh9o75ou*^rp' -//////-
to the lovely person who sent me this ask! i hope you don't mind me making this post to answer it instead :3 also feel free to let me know if you'd like me to take this down or edit it somehow btw! /gen
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hi hi hi. we haven't talked or anything but i know you like bunny too so i'm sharing this fanart
(please don't reply to this, im kinda shy. thanks!)
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HT79-5IYRYL656g765[97.'[97fg*^^/']-9777686^^%&^W^$#&][7ghjfkt O///////////O HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ON WITH MY DAY AFTER SEEING THIS??????!!!!!!1!//?
HE LOOKS SOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS IN THIS WHAT THE FUCKGKIYTP75To8656*^5649hgd'[764565'oi7y]-97t -//////////////- I NEED TO LAUNCH HIM INTO THE SUN LIKE HE CANNOT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS YALL...........................
godddddddddddd just the way the artist drew his long strong arms and his slicked-back hair and the wicked expression on his face........................ i need to be sedated immediately bc now im thinking abt climbing him like a tree and licking him from his stomach to his chin and also- [GUNSHOTS]
