the midnight hour , reaching for a settling warmth to tuck away into . the questioning of the UNIVERSE and her belonging started & ended with the relentless endeavor of parentage . of where it all began . ❛ ---- i knew that there was something at the end , it felt familiar --- i w a n t e d it to be . ❜ a mindless rambled sparked amidst them connecting out of random ; emotions flooded & crashed to the surface , spilling all that burdened her to the male who felt as close as the rocks felt against bare calves , as the fabric did laying against lean frame . the lingering question plagued her mind -- the one asking why it was him she bared her tears and thoughts when it hadn’t been done BEFORE . loneliness was a sickness that rooted into their veins , he’d understand where others would fail to . ❛ i thought by going there i’d see S O M E T H I N G . but there was nothing . ❜ let down again , little star girl whom cried over a loss wept for her abandoned heart STUCK in isolation .