#starsfortea

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NEED to be a scrawny emo boy dating a beefcake metalhead I need it

and when we cuddle i want him to lay on me like a living weighted blanket

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i think being sexualized throughout my childhood mightve had severe effects on my mental state

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using a couple of obvious tags in the hopes of acquiring more mutuals (hopefully of the transmasc variety) but i may get suffocated w a pillow again so

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BLOG TW: RESTRICTIVE ED AND MENTIONS OF HYPERSEXUALITY, COCSA/CSA, GROOMING, ETC

PLEASE BLOCK DON'T REPORT

reporting doesnt do anything for any of us, not me not you and not anybody else on this app

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My names Tea, I'm transmasc (he/they/it) and 19 years old

I post about my life, which includes being a college student and having problems w food and adverse childhood events. I STRONGLY encourage recovery and taking whatever steps you need to heal.

I used to be whitemonsterenjoyer

I block freely but if you need a warning: don't follow me if you post images of sh, fatspo, or are anti recovery. 'coaches' will be blocked and reported on sight

I will also block you if your likes and/or following tabs are public. They're used for mass reporting, dont be stupid!!!

I'm very iffy on nsfw blogs interacting.

(if you compliment me ill keep it forever)

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TAGS:

#starsfortea

my personal tag, all posts i make have it. follow this in case they Get Me

#galactaid💫

General yapping, not ed related

#🫖 pittea party 💧

General venting, not ed related. i mostly use this to cry over being groomed and sa'd and sh

#⭐️ plate of stars 🍽

Pictures of what I make and eat! not much here currently, but hopefully I will start logging more stuff in the future.

#🌌 osteonebula 🦴

Not currently posted. I used to use this to post spo. I'm unsure if I will do that again.

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STATS:

Height: 5'0 (152.4)

CW: 101.6 (46.08)

LW: 83 (37.65)

No specific ugw, ~70 (31.75)

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wait i wanna have userboxes too...

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nvm purged

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tw for csa (kinda?) but

I might've talked about this before but one time when I was younger, like maybe 9ish, my period was a couple of months late bc I was still young enough for it to be irregular but it was after a period of being regular so I decided that the only logical explanation was that somebody had sa'd me in my sleep and I had gotten pregnant

which. Nobody Did and No I Did Not. Genuinely why did I decide that was happening

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so does the urge to run away ever stop 🙂

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im gonna try to make spanish rice again tonight

i didnt have the right ingredients last time and i didnt know what i was doing so it sucked but i think i can actually do it this time