ACTIVE JULY 2026

Tea - 19 - he/they/it - Bmi 17.7 -BLOCK DONT REPORT

[redmonsterenjoyer]

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BLOG TW: RESTRICTIVE ED AND MENTIONS OF HYPERSEXUALITY, COCSA/CSA, GROOMING, ETC

PLEASE BLOCK DON'T REPORT

reporting doesnt do anything for any of us, not me not you and not anybody else on this app

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My names Tea, I'm transmasc (he/they/it) and 19 years old

I post about my life, which includes being a college student and having problems w food and adverse childhood events. I STRONGLY encourage recovery and taking whatever steps you need to heal.

I used to be whitemonsterenjoyer

I block freely but if you need a warning: don't follow me if you post images of sh, fatspo, or are anti recovery. 'coaches' will be blocked and reported on sight

I will also block you if your likes and/or following tabs are public. They're used for mass reporting, dont be stupid!!!

I'm very iffy on nsfw blogs interacting.

(if you compliment me ill keep it forever)

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TAGS:

#starsfortea

my personal tag, all posts i make have it. follow this in case they Get Me

#galactaid💫

General yapping, not ed related

#🫖 pittea party 💧

General venting, not ed related. i mostly use this to cry over being groomed and sa'd and sh

#⭐️ plate of stars 🍽

Pictures of what I make and eat! not much here currently, but hopefully I will start logging more stuff in the future.

#🌌 osteonebula 🦴

Not currently posted. I used to use this to post spo. I'm unsure if I will do that again.

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STATS:

Height: 5'0 (152.4)

CW: 87.8 (39.83)

LW: 83 (37.65)

No specific ugw, ~70 (31.75)

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wait i wanna have userboxes too...

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why am i so angry all the time

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concept: my boyfriend writes songs about me and i paint him

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to anyone curious about my creative adventures i am bleaching a shirt rn and it looks so swag

im planning to get back into watercolor and linocut also

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was gonna sh but seIena started playing and she wouldnt want me to do that ❤️‍🩹

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i wish i could accept that im never going to be a kid again

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migraine. insomnia. intense loneliness and insecurity. i have to get up and do yard work in an hour. at what point do they stop torturing me

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all i ever do is complain

it genuinely must be so exhausting to hear from me

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i am coming here to post all my thoughts because i feel like it and also because i havent taken my sleep medicine and also because im too mentally ill to share w my irls

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OH BUT WHAT IF I TEXT HIM.

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okay im normal now what the fuck⁉️ was wrong with me

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and maybe the only reason im not in that situation is just cause i dont know where to find those people. i did make a secret discord account years ago just to pretend to be a girl but i didnt know where to go from there. and itd be harder to fake being a girl now that ive been on t for 3 years so. idk

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and i should get with an abusive creep btw. because i am very mean and emotionally volatile and nobody actually knows that because i just internalize it all. so he gets a pretty toy to be mean to and i get attention and were both awful to each other AND the time he spends on me just takes away from any time hed spend creeping on another innocent person. and maybe this is just an elaborate form of sh

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a tad inactive here cause its kind of embarrassing how much ive gained

it was easier to restrict when nobody paid attention to me but now my younger sibling wont fucking leave me alone and its so fucking hypocritical to tell them to eat if i wont do it

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and yes i do still entertain the thought of detransitioning for the chance that someone will want me

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im kind of pretty. in case a boy wants to take advantage of my loneliness

[wtfamidoing6000]

please try to take care of yourselves today. if you can make time for 1 bit of self care that you didn't yesterday, even something like brushing your hair, then you should be genuinely proud. i know how difficult the tiny things can feel, i'll never underestimate your achievements and you don't need to either