eliana does not mind the gruffness of the man sent to fetch her, nor is she cowed by the blade upon his back ( which she has no doubt he is more than skilled in using ). all that matters, all that truly registers, is that he’s to take her above deck. that she can leave. not leave the ship, of course, but eliana hadn’t contemplated that since her arrival, quick to accept what fate she could not control. but she could leave the room, leave behind the walls that had seemed to press in upon her ( for all she had never been claustrophobic ), the chain that had bound her ankle.
she makes him wait as she places her harp, which she has played since left alone however many hours before, carefully back into its case, lies it upon the floor out of the way where it should neither be stepped upon nor fall, but then it’s only his fingers wrapped about her upper arm that keep her at a steady pace. her balance is off, for it had been several months since she had last traveled by sea, and if anything she finds herself grateful for the support he offers.
as they step into the afternoon sunlight, she pauses, for the first time slower than he as she blinks against the light, as her eyes recalibrate to the outside world, to the open sky. as light crystalizes into solid forms, however, she runs to the rail, breaking the grip upon her arm ( which slackened in complacency while she stood still ). her escort’s shout of protest rings out behind her, but she ignores it as she leans upon crossed arms against the rail. whatever he might have feared — perhaps that she intended to leap overboard ( and leave her harp behind? never. ) — remain unrealized. she merely breathes in the salt sea air, the warmth of sun upon her skin, blue water stretching out to the horizon. the familiar feeling, the freedom of a new place and unknown, new destination ( even if no more than an illusion of freedom, in this case ) brings back a smile to her lips, and she nearly laughs.
her guard comes up, grumbling, behind her, something about how she shouldn’t have done that, but she scarcely hears him. it doesn’t matter, after all. none of it matters.
. // @stcrmhund.










